I like exercising all by myself bcos, I have this longggg period all to myself to think what I want to do, what I plan to do, what I am going to do or abt ppl arnd me or whatever whichever whenever. Don't you think so?

Incase you don't already knw by now, I am working at a donut place. And when I finish my shift, I Reek (with a capital R) of donuts. It's disgusting, I look at my colleagues in amazement when they can still stomach some of them down. I do so many toppings for the donut that I even smell of them, I feel like one donut myself. Eew.

From now on, I am going to eat more ^^ hahaha and ironically, it'd be to lose my fats. C'mon laugh out loud.

I need to go back to sch soon to collect my leaving cert, I was too lazy to collect on the day I collected my results. And, did I tell you.. I'm in TP's culinary. HAHAHA My ex gf's ex bf is inside.



And lastly, have I mentioned how hot older woman are when they're toned? I don't knw how but they exude some kind of.. I don't really knw the right word to describe them. But my yoga instructor is.. seriously, Hot. Whhheew.

Incase you were thinking I am talking abt an ahmah with white hair, go bang yr head against the wall la.

I wanted to say so much but what's the point. I am going to earn big bucks Anyway and throw money at yr face if that's what you're always worrying. My life don't entirely depend on you.
Watch me succeed in my life bcos I'm going to.

Daryl asked me how I spent my Vday. I almost forgot what I did then.. suddenly I rmbed. I was doing yoga with my sister and my mother. HAHAHAHA.
I've got so much free time on my hands now that right now.. I am attending yoga classes regularly sometimes with the company of both my sister and mother.
I need to find a job but nobody wants to hire a golden haired male/female.
I'd have dyed my hair brown if my mom told me not to bcos I'd be wasting money and spoiling my hair. I swim and I bleached my hair, it's already double trauma. Dying it again plus I still put wax/clay... don't ask me what will happen. Cos I don't want to experience it.

My mother told me that I must watch what I say bcos she told her mother that she was going to marry a hawker and it really came true.
When she told me that, my heart almost couldn't take it bcos I told her, "Ma the indian newspaper man is my husband"
Hear me whine bcos NO, I don't wanna marry an indian man that's going to deliver newspaper (I'm.. not racist, ok?)


I'm going to make a boardgame. It'd be.. ____ and Larder.
Gimme some ideas ppl.
Ohyeah I'm sorry I didn't reply tags. But, HELLO MYCALENDARGIRL.
Should I have a tagboard and make it easy for spammers to spam my blog.
hmmmmmm.


BTW DOMO, THE DOG IS SO CUTE. (#$^*$_(^&#%

Okay I took a body fat thing and hmmm, I need to lose fats.
Yeah seriously bcos I have too much fats. And... I am at a loss at how to lose them bcos hor, I really don't knw. I exercise and I think I eat quite healthily...... actually no, I've got alot of junk at home. Ok I think I need to detox.
Eh I don't knw man.
Whatever, I want to earn so much money that when my kid or whoever ask me to buy for them smth, I won't need to reject them.
I feel suffocated.

STEPHANIE CARROLL (SPELL? HAHA) TAGGED ME TO DO THIS.


a. list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
b. tag seven people to do the same.
c. do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1.I need to shit everyday otherwise I'd be a grumpy grump
2.I mustttttttttttt eat at least 1 fruit everyday
3.When I run/swim, I only stop at a number I like for the day
4.When I'm lazy, I'm lazy, I don't move
5.I hate it when ___ talks so loudly
6.I don't like ppl pressing the doorbell
7.Don't ever wake me up unless I tell you to

the 7 ppl..
1.Tania soh ahhaha
2.Doralynn
3.whoever
4.that
5.reads
6.my
7.blog
HAHAHA

Yesterday was the worst day of the year so far.
I felt like a piece of lard, or a balloon. No.. not bcos I ate so much goodies. It's bcos I was down with a flu and my uncle gave me some medicine ppl hear it eon years ago and is currently ban ( I THINK), it resulted in my body couldn't take the medicine, and then I felt like I was going to puke but no.. I was not. I felt like I was a very big balloon. It sucks and I was quite grouchy the whole day bcos I was also down with a horrible sore throat.
Bcos I always want to bump into certain ppl at certain places and I don't get to, I've come to terms that the world isn't actually very small. But, when I saw my freaking MANAGER (BETTY) FROM BAKERZIN. SHIT OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
SHE'S MY DISTANT RELATIVE AND SHE WAS THE ONE THAT HYPERVENTILATED WHEN SHE SAW MY HAIR, SHE WENT BERSEK AND SHE COMPLAINED TO THE ONE THAT KEPT ON NAGGING AT ME. I'm sorry but her voice is really irksome, like a frog.
And I can't help it if she just refuses to look at me and wish me happy new year, I think she was quietly hoping that she can get outta the place ASAP bcos she left quite fast after I arrived. Hahahahaha.
but Dude man, I got angbao from my manager's husband. ^^
They gave $8, not bad. But I expected more from the manager. HAHA


It's a fine line between wanting to be thin and obsession.
Sometimes I feel like being an anorexic but when I look at how the obsession is taking a toll over someone so dear to me, I think, I should slap myself a thousand times for even having that thought. And incase you're worried if I'm anorexic, no. I'm not. I can safely say that I'm not, with no doubts.
^^v

So, today's the open house at my place. And I stink. Well, I didn't bathe the day before ytd bcos I was sick. I didn't bathe ytd bcos I was a balloon waiting to pop.

So naturally, I STINK and ppl are coming. Hahahahaha. Too bad, maybe I should fart wherever I go to complete the package. LOL

I'm not the type to forget about nights like this,


I baked soya pineapple tarts, my mother baked kueh bangkit.
You knw that coconut-ty biscuit that melts in yr mouth? Nvm, does anybody want tarts or that kueh bangkit? :D

I'm a happy person tonight, a really happy person tonight.
Pilates really help, not that I've went for the first trial lesson already.
I can safely say that bcos nobody (except dory) knws what the hell I'm talking abt.
Maybe the only thing I'm not very happy abt today is that domo just left for taiwan. Now I've got nobody to disturb and visit whenever I'm bored.

Hmmummmm..


And if I die in my sleep, are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be?

Okay so I smiled myself to slp last night. So?
Hahahaha.
Chinese new year is coming soon, not nice, not fun. I don't like the noise, I only like the $$
I'm hoping it wont rain or maybe I do. I wanna go swimming.
My dad's calling me and seriously man.. shhhhhhhh.