Maybe you're right and.. Maybe I'm on the wrong track.
Sometimes things are better left unsaid?
But I'm sorry. I just didn't mean to shut you out.

Fuck?

Pls don't make it into me avoiding you altogether.

I just got back from sch not that long ago but I desperately wanted to get out like... A few mins earlier only.
Don't mind, I'm trying to not let this dampen the happy feel I had since ytd.
Anyway, I was the big joker today that got to sch early and ready except that I forgot my knives set so my dad hadto rush back to get it for me. (Thank God for parents really)
And I was literally the mascot for the day as well, I stood outside the academy greeting welcome to everyone while waiting for my dad to arrive.

I don't think anybody will be interested in how my day actually went bcos basically, I just cooked potatoes in different forms and made pasta from scratch that miraculously turned out good.
Oh eh, I just told you abt it.

If things can go my way for once..

Complicated? Not that I can help it.
I have one that says this, the other that says that and another that says another thing.
So tell me, what should I even be thinking abt.
The more I am not wanting to be the kind that will do that, the more I am becoming.
It isn't fair even if there isn't anything to lose..

Ok, I am receiving comments abt my blog being emo. Hey I'm ok!
I am just abit grumpy over my sch's timetable.. And how I think life is taking me for a ride.
There's hardly a smooooth journey.

Sch tmr, joy joy joy.

I am so proud of myself, I took a nap for.... 2 fucking hours.
But I think I'm going back to slp somemore bcos I hear someone whom I don't really feel like dealing with right now.

K, goodnight, again.

Prove me wrong

Who would have thought that a few years back, they were on the verge of a final break up.
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It's going to be Monday all over again.
Sch's really fun except that the timings of everything are really.. Horrible.
My parents are going to Genting (again, yes again) this coming thurs.. My brother is leaving for somewhr the week after next.
Hopefully the next time I talk abt someone going somewhere.. It'd be me and "IM GOING TO SYDNEY!!!"

I'm trying to handle all these unpredictability
In all probability
....
Except that I think this is so predictable.

Almost.

And when you finally realize that.. It's too late.

Falling in... Falling out?

It's the weekend! I made it thru the first week of sch with barely 6 hours of slp each night.
Don't I deserve a pat on my backkkkkk.
Ok.. Not now. I am really tired that I think I'm rambling or going to start. So goodnight!

Huh what? It's only Wednesday.
Friday please come, Sunday whichever except a new Monday.
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Take a peek into my head and you'd see all the wonderful things I see abt.. You

IF YOU SEEK A-MY-LIFE

I hate it when certain ppl talk like they knw it all. Hey, do me a favor ok? Keep Quiet. Yeah, thanks.

Sch has started, joy.
I picture myself accidentally cutting my finger btw, but I don't really care for now......
I own a knives set now. Offend me? You die (even though I might end up stabbing myself instead)
I have a plan.. Nah. I don't have a plan.
Armed with just an ipod and with a pair of legs, I was facing one of my worst dilemmas.

18 so far

Here's a breakdown;
An hour into my bday.. I had a pleasant surprise and it was instantaneous Grinch no more.
I watched a 5star rated show in the afternoon and went Phuture with a bunch of friends and my sister at night.
I got high I got dry, I puked my guts out after drinking 2flaming in less than a min. (No thanks to Eme keep on going "FASTER FASTER")
Hahahaha but thanks all of you for making my 18th bday a good one :)

IM FINALLY LEGAL BABY

Seventeen Forever

I feel like the grinch y'knw. I think it's bcos I'm too slpy.
Orientation really sucked, imagine sitting in the same place for hourrrssssss.
No eh, not fun at all.

I am spending the last few moments of my 17 life.. Eating ice cream out of the tub. Ok, not really ice cream. I was digging out the raisins out of it. At this rate, I think my mom wont make ice cream/bread with raisins anymore.
My sister hates me for that too.

Haha ok I should really start feeling happy and embrace the coming of.. 18yearsold.
It's gonna be a good day!

One thing you got to knw,

Don't expect anything from me.

Its 0133 in the morning and I think maybe, I should stick to playing piano?

My parents are out of town!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Play last night was soso. Don't see how we can spend so much when I dont rmb my friends or I drinking That much.


If I don't think, does that mean I won't change my mind?

I don't even knw why I'm doing what I'm doing

I feel quite productive today.
Went to Ikea and I'm going to go again soon and return with bedsheets, mirror and whatever I saw and wanted (very fat hope)
Made yogurt ice cream (finally!)
Eh actually thats all. Wait! I helped out in some housework.
C'mon, how many of you actually do housework now......

"I kinda wish I never met her then I wouldnt knw what I was missing"

Whoo!!!!!!

I am incredibly tired but I am also quite happy bcos I finally got to knw why I was feeling the way I was.
And, I decided that on my bday, I will go buy toto.
Hahaha ok guitar heroes!!!

Quite funny, my sister's phone got ran over by a car.

"i kinda hate the whole i feel smthg about you but im not suppose to feeling"

1500 miles

I think too much, I think too much, I think too much.

A day late

It comes to a point whr I see 11:11 and I don't wish for the same thing anymore.

I was feeling so slpy, I was typing gibberish online so my friend decided to count the cycles of my slp cos I am sooo slpy.
So apparently, we slp in cycles of 90mins. Let's say you fell aslp at 10, one cycle would probably be from..10-1130. Breaking that cycle, it'd make you feel very tired which was what happened to me.

Do you feel happy you learnt smth new today? hahahaha
Good morning! (I nearly typed happy bday)

Straight to the point

This post shall be as straight forward as it can be;
Maybe the next time you see me, my hair colour will be different.
I don't feel like talking anymore bcos my english is degrading with every passing day.
I don't knw what I'm doing tmr! I don't feel like cleaning up with the staff all arnd..
Play next week! Anybody wants to go?
I wonder if this is straightforward enuff.

Today, my mom talked to me abt someone. I didn't believe that she could be doing that. Anybody could be doing that but just not her. No, not her. It's too close for comfort.

Wednesday I'm in love!

Saw the cutest thing alive ytd, they look better than chihuahuas.
Steph you get a chihuahua, I get that white one.
Cool, deal?

I predict today's going to be quite a lazy day. .. I still want my vans shoes leh.

Scratch that, MY IPOD IS WORKING NOW!!!!!!!!!
But that means, I don't have any more reasons to drink 10tequila shots to get rid of my sadness.

How can you still love me when you're out to get me!?

I don't care how limited my vocabulary is but I am very happy and very sad right now.
I am happy bcos I went on a spending spree.
I am sad bcos my ipod fucking hell died and I need to down 10tequila shots just bcos I came online.
No.. You don't love me. Hahahahaha

Good to go

I woke up feeling quite blah today, not enough slp and my mom constantly asking me qns in the morning. ... Actually nah, it was just me.
Haha ok! I headed down to Dempsey to visit sit entertain Steph haha (which failed bcos I am a bad entertainer) I went to queensway and got my shoes, Vivo.. Nearly walked out of the store with an overpriced shirt.
Eh I don't knw why I even bothered typing that chunk but I'm tooo lazy to press backspace.
Tmr!!! I am going to wake up early, head out for a run, Vivoooo for lunch and then holland Vvvvvv (I think?).


Hahahahahhaha I have a friend that just decided to jump onto the HSM bandwagon. Ok, not really. But she's watching HSM3 now.

Does anyone have the slightest idea if the Apr fool's virus is for real!?
This is a really jumbled up post.
HAPPY BDAY TANIA!
And, Happy Apr's Fool btw.
Somone just told me that this girl from my sec sch died. Best part is, I believed.