2.28.2009

Guess who!



Fake IDs, pretty boys, clothes, clothes and more clothes....
BKKKKK HERE I COME

2.27.2009

"Hi ma, meet Grace"

Today morning was so sucky cos at 830, electricity from my house was cut off.
No leh, the monthly bills are being paid for. It's just them doing smth to smth.. and then at 1300, I realize.. No electricity= no power= no computer= no design
Holland V for tattoo was impromptuly changed back to the previous one that I went to.
V and C distracted me from the pain pretty well.
Can't believe I was abt to tell C.. "Omg I need to see you before I leave"

I'm currently at Starbucks with a bloodied white shirt waiting for the queen of crawlies. Ok la not that serious.. But the part whr my shoulder is at of the shirt has blood stains.
Not shiok that I have to sling my havarsack. Wonder how ppl hang it sometimes, we have 2 shoulders for a reason y'knw?

Shit time is running out, I still need to buy travel insurance, pack luggage, change money!?!?!?!?
But first of all, what am I going to say to my mom abt my new tat.
How abt...
"Hi ma, meet Grace"

2.26.2009

Ytd was fun, still cannot really believe I got in.
But I should have waited cos now I'm having the.. partying-when-you're-sick syndrome. Which is, falling even sicker. Is there such a word?

Omg I need to pack my luggage!!!!

2.25.2009

Nonono, this can't happen now

If sneezing and blowing my nose can make money, I'd be a billionaire.

2.23.2009

What a small world

Not that I didn't knw that already, I just didn't realize that it would be That small.
I feel like everyone I want to talk to knows I need to study that's why they're not online or maybe it's also the fact that I am stuck at home with the need to study and the rest (except a poor soul who unfortunately has virus in her computer) are out having fun.
My room has a slping spell. I can't read my notes without having the urge to lie on my bed and slp............

Anyway, I knw hardly anyone reads this but I need opinions even if it's just one more. So, whoever you are, if YOU're reading this, shoulder blade, or back for a tattoo?

2.22.2009

One of a kind

Still can't but I'm getting around.

Gah, my sore throat is getting worse and there's rain!!!!!!!!
Good things (f0r me) come absolutely at the wrong time.. I just want to go play in the rain..
Got home at 630, woke up at 12, ate and read newspapers then went back to slp. Im currently lying on my bed typing all these. What a horrible sight, my room's in a total mess that I am in desperate need to clear it up. My mind's got a huge hole that whatever I study, it leaks out.
One two or maybe more facts remain. But.. Fuck?
Still can't believe.

two man show101

I'm at Ry's and I'm desperate for water.
But I cant step out without risking banging into the chairs.
I CAN'T FIND THE LIGHT SWITCH IN THE KITCHEN and I can't find the cups.
I found the kettle and I was almost sure that it would be scalding hot... And yet I don't knw what prompted me to touch it but thank God, it was just fine.
My throat's getting worse, I'm going back to studying now.
On a side note,
I'm a human living a robotic lifestyle.. But with a little smth to be happy abt now :)

2.21.2009

G

It's comforting to knw that even though we don't talk so much.. You're still here/there for me 24/7. What you told me earlier came as a surprise and for a moment, I thought you typed in the wrong convo. Haha I'm sorry I didn't reply bcos I was aslp.. But what I really want to say is, a big thank you. You've got me whenever wherever you need me too

:)

2.20.2009

Are you beginning to get my point?

I swear the only thing keeping me alive right now is the trip next week.
But I hope I don't get bombed/torn apart/be held hostage.

10mins before I handed in my paper, anything and everything was inside my head except the answer to the question.
WHAT'S DISPOSABLE INCOME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!
I am almost ready to greet supp paper...
I've been having very weird dreams, really really weird ones that when I wake up, I lay in bed for a while and think abt whether it really happened and what if it did.

I'm going to play some GH (Guitar hero, not general hospital) for a while before I go for a run to relax and then, study. Or maybe I'd drop by C's place. Whichever, whatever.

2.18.2009

A perfect way to save the environment

says:
*she called me and asked me where i was
*and i was like i just woke up
*ahaha
*and i pretended i wasnt going to meet her again
*then i bought flowers for her and put it on the doorstep
Birdney Spears says:
*wow
*youre so cheesy
*(Y)
says:
*lol
Birdney Spears says:
*you are a diehard romantic
says:
*i did it to all my girlfriends tho
*LOLLLLL
*i did it --
*then --
Birdney Spears says:
*THAT RECYCLES ALL YR IDEAS

No dogs allowed

Plan to meet M: successful but we were both late for an hour
Plan to watch Changeling : successful
Plan to study: epic fail
Barely 5 mins into reading notes, I had to go. And now, I am lacking every form of motivation to touch my study notes. I can hear the guitar hero calling me from my living room.

That choc muesli is so addictive, I haven't stopped snacking on it ever since I came back.
I said I would disappear for a while from the cyber world but Obviously, I failed.
On the other hand, things have been going quite smoothly for me..
I really can't wait forrrrrrrrrrr .... . . . . . . ......... BeeKayKay!

2.16.2009

A break from studying

v._.v says:
both also lousy


-.-
Hahahahahaha.

Exams, what exams?

Y'knw I've been looking at horoscopes recently.. And I think it is really quite true.
Haha but I weren't looking at mine.
Today is quite significant for me bcos..
I sent my phone for repair today and currently, I'm using a very lousy Samsung phone that helps me waste msges by sending blank ones to anybody that texts me. (hahaha nah thats not the reason why it's significant)
I Finally went to church after 3 months. And I think churches have some sort of a sleeping spell.
I always, Always, fall aslp. Unless I'm doing smth else other than just listening alone.
Oh, I am hooked onto a new song.
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just ignore all this present tense
Anw, all thanks to my sister's new camera, we spent sometime jumping by the roadside last night just trying to catch the right... uh, position? I don't knw how to say. But it was funny and tiring just trying to capture the right moment.
Capture the moment... .. I want to get a polaroid camera.

Ohwell.
Here's how my past late nights have been. ..
We're all gathered infront of the tv.
I'd be drumming away, my sister will be 'strumming' away and my mom will sing..
"RUNNING THRU THE MONSOON BEYOND THE WORLD TIL' THE END OF TIME.."
Later..
"WHOAH! we're halfway there.. WHOAH! We're living on a prayer!"


Hahahaha yeah, what exams were you saying, again?

2.14.2009

I prefer things to have a proper ending

.. And that was just a form of closure.

Right after I told M and the rest that it was Friday the 13th.. My favorite largest waterbottle of all times dropped and broke and spilled water on to my laptop bag and the adapter for the computer.
After that I shut up abt the Friday shit and my day went pretty fine.

I was saying so much lyrics earlier (for them to guess what song) while walking home with sister & co that I think I got energized and came home and played guitar hero so here I am now.
Just thought I should probably update this space abit before I disappear for a while to mug my lifeeeee away.
Exams are next week and I behave like.. Exams? What exams?
I need to go slp now, Suwati and maplewood l8r.

I wonder if my brother is going to celebrate Vday with his boyfriend..
Haha, ok. Happy Valentine's Day, anyone that even reads this.

2.13.2009

To me, you are perfect

I hope you're fine.
-
I'm so slpy but I have the sudden urge to... Stay up tonight and then go to sch l8r.
Ah fuck, my aircon's leaking again.
...
Ok then again, I shall postpone that urge to saturday night.
Pls pray that Eme's mom will suddenly say yes ok and then I'd have a room mate.
Goodnight!

2.12.2009

Never understand

I'm fine. I just wonder if it's normal for a married couple to always be quarreling over the slightest/stupidest thing.
I hate it when I wake up in the morning and I hear.. instead.
It is unnecessary and it just makes me want to get out of the house quick.
Thats what commitment does to anybody, it spoils every good thing.

On a very much lighter note, my guitar hero is working now. And I paid only $20 for the servicing.
Whoooo yay and.. I think my mom just gave me the green light.
I'm better than fine now. Me is happy :)

2.11.2009

This is for real

Oh my God, pls pls pls pls make my mother say yes.

>:(

2.10.2009

Tonight,

The silliest and the stupidest ideas my friends can come up with is retarded enough to make history.
I don't knw why the hell I'm still awake when I've got sch at 9.
Tmr's Suwati day and Timbre.
I've been making plans for my upcoming holidays and I really hope it goes well.
Wha, I behave like exams are over.
1241 and I feel my stomach growling.
Oh the sky is clear enough tonight for the stars to be seen. And, the moon is incredibly. Bright.
Hahahaha I don't knw why I said that, not that any of you are reading it right now now now.

Ok shh. I'm heading off to bed so.
Goodnight and sweet dreams, You.



.. is the night we break our tradition.

2.09.2009

Go watch Benjamin Button

“We were meant to lose people. How else would we know how important they are?”



Skipalong

I think I have issues.
No, I Have issues.

2.08.2009

Time check : 0729
I just came back home from a night of... Rock band.
It's 0731 now.. And I'm wondering WHY my wii won't work.

2.07.2009

Yay, it's raining

Listen to...
Never ready to leave by Sherwood.

Came back from Bugis not that long ago.. Attempted to buy berms but I left with anything and everything instead of the actual thing that I initially wanted to buy.
I'm seated in my living room, waiting for my sister to jog finish so we can go.. Watch that movie.
The only reason why I didn't tag along is bcos I'm too lazy to change out of my clothes.

It felt like.. It was just yesterday I was listening to Prettiest Friend on my laptop.
I wonder how you do that, teach me?

Ok, my sister is back!

Cos you're losing anyway

I ran in the rain today and it felt really good.
But I think it's causing me to burn up now.
And my guitar hero. Just. Won't. Work.

OK. It's the eve of my psycho test and I'm still digressing here.


How I wish you were here, D.
I've ran out of things to say and I don't knw if I should even have any to begin with.

2.06.2009

1. The very reason why she fell in love with you could just be the very reason why she's going to be out of it
2. I miss you, you you you you and you.
3. "I know it's wrong but I don't mind"


Maybe... I'd do a tattoo just before I head off to anywhere.
I had the sudden urge to pick up a cigarette but, nah.
I must quit digressing.
Quit quit quit quit quit!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Steph! Yeah okkk make yrself freeeee. Hopefully by then my guitar heroes would be working... You can come by my place and play! :)

2.05.2009

The Theif

Projects.. Presentations are finally over and done with for this sem.
Can't wait for exams to come and end.
I found a new and beautiful place to run to but then when I ran there this afternoon, I found out it was populated by those foreign workers and the only reason I didn't realize earlier.. Was bcos I ran there at night.
But it is still going to be the place I'm going to run to for a while.

I want to buy that nike earphones, new clothes, watch a movie, get a new tattoo, leave this place..

2.03.2009

Not anything you should know of

Hi there, whoever you are.
I doubt anybody but you reads this anymore but I need an outlet.
Gah, I'm feeling really horrible today.
My stomach is all queasy, I really feel like puking.
I bought guitar heroes ytd and it doesn't work.

Ah, I really need a run.

My name is Birdney

OK I decided to stay here bcos, I can't think of a better name.
And.. I'm not ready to move from this space?
So Hi, again.