I'm waiting for time to pass till 11 before I leave my house to go to ubin.
My parents dont even knw I'm going there, they're alway in genting.
My mom called last night to give both my sister and I a goodnight kiss. Awwwww :D
I think my dad must have done smth very sweet or smth, my mom is extraordinarily..... hmm. Close. HA-ha.

This is room is so hot..
So I really skip trg last night and came home to eat the oilest pasta I've ever eaten bcos there was another guy there so I am technically not the brightest lightbulb anymore.
I did not really eat the pasta bcos, I honestly really don't like it. But I tried the garlic bread and chicken.
I won't say my brother's cooking failed.... but, I think he could have done much better.
I had a hard time washing the grease off the pan. Eew.

I suddenly appreciate my mom's cooking more than ever. Speaking of whom.. THEY ARE COMING BACK TONIGHT.
Shit I behave like they went for a whole entire year when they only went for 2days.

My sister is off at my grandma's place..... my brother is at home... Lazing...


yes no maybe so? :) :| :(

Ubin ubin ubin!

I'm waiting for the cd to be ripped before I go off to bed..
I've got a new phone, N81 ( yeah I knw the model is abit old but i really like it alot!!) and.. A new lappy.
BUT unfortunately, I dropped Redish (my red psp) and it is now spoilt. It'd need 100dollars to repair them.. This is the time where I really wish $$ would just drop them from heaven literally.
Imagine if money could really drop down.... $.$ seriously..

My parents are currently at Genting, again again again. AGAIN!!!
UH, this time, they went for 2days. Normally they go for 1 day only..
:(
This is called, missing the folks syndrome.

My hands are aching, but I still don't feel like running. I had a scare of my knees behaving weirdly so from now till I arrive in Thailand, I am going to swim swim swim.

This is so random, but I don't knw how I look girly. I cannot rmb. HAHAHA.
I think I'm too ego, bcos I am not straight neither am I crooked. I don't like anyone or at least I don' think I do.
Uh, this is a sign, I love myself too much ah-ha!
I'm skipping trg tmr bcos, I wanna be home to be the brightest lightbulb at home. My brother is cooking and his gf is coming over.
Sorry la, if I don't stay home, my sister will be the brightest lightbulb. Must save her, LAH.

Done ripping, I'm going off to bed.
Ohyeah, I've kinda shifted to my brother's ex room.
My sister is too noisy for my slp

I look like a zombie now bcos there's purple mud on my face. This mud is known to help soothe the face, it's not called facial...
Oh who am I kidding. There's a facial mask on my face now. Been pretty long since I put it.

Today was an ordinary day for all of you but it was different for me. I woke up early.. to go for mini mini marathon. Hahahaha it's my first and it's a 5km race.
(All of us need to start small) I came in 3rd for my category. Seems like my legs can make a living of its own. ^^v

It's so fast, sch is reopening tmr. I was laying in bed last night, thinking, considering my options. I wonder if I should quit canoeing. Sometimes, I don't find myself up to it. Or rather, I don't feel like pushing myself too hard sometimes too. When I knw my limit, I will want to push it. I don't knw my limit yet so I don't want to push it. I knw you don't understand what I'm talking but I do.
And another downside, I don't wanna have a lightbulb shape... :(

My sister is reciting japanese phrases now.. my dad has been buying much durian.. My parents are going genting (AGAIN OMG) this thurs. For 2 days, this time. I think they got a family there that I don't knw that they're abandoning the ones they have now in sgp.

2nd of July, come quick!

I am feeling super warm now. I feel like slping.
I slept late and woke up early today for trg. It was raining so we barely did anything except to do many pushups and jumping jacks under the rain. That was our punishment bcos we disappeared without telling the captain or anybody that we went to play seesaw and dino rides. =|
Hmmm... my mom steamed pau for me last night and baked bread for cherry and I. She's scared we'd starve to death when she goes to Genting (YES, again) with my father.
I reckon they're going there before the fuel prices shoot up even higher. But I'm going to BKK next month! Yes, you got that right. Next month. Got school, I knw. But off peak and I'd only miss 1 tutorial :D
Zzzzz The only reason I'm not taking a nap right now is bcos I'm dying trying to find a hotel.

Ok. :0 im yawning.


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I thought I heard some packing of bags.. But nah, I must imagining things.
Isit bad of me as a daughter to wish that her parents are seperated.
It's not all the time that I'm like that, but on a night like this, after what we talked..
You two are better off without each other sometimes.
I feel suffocated in this place too. And we wonder why we can't live happily ever after.
If there was no love in the first place, why marry?
The reason I don't wanna marry is almost as if it's because the marraiges I see that plays a part in my life don't work as well as everybody else wants them to be.
Yeah I knw, there are always ups and downs. But why do we only rmb the downs.
I stay here, I don't knw if you knw, what you say or do, it hurts.
Am I not good enough for you that things are not how it's supposed to be.
Can you tell that I am working hard too? Why do you only see the side where I am not as good.
Indeed, we're all humans. We are all quick to judge, all quick to pinpoint the mistakes of others.
You said you failed as a wife, a mom.
Seems like despite what I've tried to do, tried to show, I've failed as yr daughter too.

I am so... slpy. I'm sitting on my bed now as I type this out.
My parents are on their way back now from Genting, I hope.
The house is pretty quiet without my mother stressing herself out in the house.
I'm really going to fall aslp in a few minutes time. The aircon is blowing my eyes close.
Went for the amazing race ytd, my team is DE best. We gave up on the first station, we were super turned off by the "The quest, the quest..." cheer. Wanna guess what our first station was about? Find 3 flowers in botanical garden and draw it. It's... not hard if we were really enthu about it. It was just that we were tired and rather more in the mood to do smth stupid so we kinda stopped. Kudos to those that finished and won the prize anw. Hahaha.
We wanted to watch a movie, but 2 of them didnt wanna watch narnia and I didnt wanna watch chocolat. Too much time was spent on deciding what we wanted to do, before we know it, we were on the bus to the finishing point to collect our goodie bags.
I was psycho-ing them to give up, it's so far.
But noo... we went and we left the place with 13 goodie bags.
We are a group of 5. We left with 13 goodie bags.
Don't look at me, I took only one 1! My team mates, they're incredible. We seperated the stuff inside, I got one that has all the milo now. Going to bring that for the rest during trg, obviously. Too much milo can kill me. Hahaha. We each took magazines and my friend took back the excess to uh, sell to garung guni. -_-

Well that aside, I sat a motorcycle home on friday night!!!!!!!!!!
It was damn cool and, dangerous la of cos. My mother was on the verge of freaking out when I told her that I sat a motorbike home. Yeah.. okay, I won't take it again. But I won't deny that it IS a fun experience. And if the dangers aren't there, I will certainly take it again. :D:D Heh heh.

The ppl that are filming at my place are wasting my time. Not that it's my brother's fault, it's the ppl. I stayed home ytd and they didn't come.
I could have gone to Paddy's party or smth but hmm. I needed to stay home.
They're coming later, they better. Otherwise.. I'd steal the laptop that is downstairs.

I've got 2 tests coming up next week. I failed my intH&T test. How did that happen? I was clueless as to what to study, I didn't go study.
Tell me how to get scholarship like that.
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