One two three (maybe a thousand) steps late, sigh.
Haha.
Sigh what sigh right.

I swear the heat in Sgp is killing me.
I've been building up heat inside me. No.. I'm not angry, its just REALLY VERY HOT.
I'm not perspiring and yet I still feel so so hot.
Like a kind of warmth inside me.
I feel happy and yet not happy.
I feel like I need to go out and have a small little jog. Lol.

I don't knw what to blog!
My tattoo is scabbing now and I'm itching to scratch it.
Ok actually I scratched it and the ink cant go away.. Yeah obviously since its a tattoo.
I'm typing rubbish, I don't knw what to say.
I got a test tmr, I die die MUST pass and ontop of that, get good grades.
I really really wanna get good grades :(
What am I ranting about.
Ummmmz...

V stayed over last last night and D left last night.
She'd be back soon soon soon. Hopefully for christmas :)



I have this... feeling that if I accidentally scratch my tattoo, it'd be gone. Like how you scratch the scab away. It's all so so surreal, I'm abit shocked by what I did. It feels like a tongue piercing moment, like I wanna get it, I get it now.
Thing is, I knw I won't regret.( I LOVE MY NAME HAHAHA) I never regretted my tongue piercing anyway, there are other reasons why I took it out.
I have yet to tell my dad, my brother and my sister.
I'm not sure abt my dad, but I think my brother and sister will be.... like omggggggggggg ^($^*#($*#Q(. Eldest brother was pretty cool about it. That's the whole cool thing about having a brother that's pretty gay. In a happy kind of way and a gay gay kind of way. HAHA. Of cos cherry is fine with it, so long I'm ok and I love it, she will be fine with it :D

My parents are at Genting again..
I reckon my mom is going to come back with all the big bag small bag of beans/nuts/raisins whatever whichever. She knws I like it so she'd buy x1000, funny how my mother don't really buy snacks for my sister, I think my mother secretly wants me to grow fat.
Like pau, she knws I like it, she'd make alot alot. Eck.
I think I'm getting abit sick of all that.

Do you always behave like that to everybody?

Today is my super nua + virgin tattoo day!
Legs are aching from sprinting by myself a few days back and I read somewhr that when it's sore and you still continue, muscles will build. And if you've seen me recently, wo bian da le. :( Oh, the woes of a girl. HAHA (sounds weird when I say it)
Anw, I'm just going to rest today and quit being a weekend warrior.

I've got a test early in the morning tmr and I behave like I got nothing at all.
I can't wait to get inked later. With Domo and C and my two of my favourite classmates there.. I'm scared I cry if it gets too painful. Lol. I don't really cry.. I only cry when I think I'm going to die either bcos of pain or heartbreak. HAHA.
But anw, you never knw. Even though C assured me.. I'm still afraid. And if it happens, ohman, so paiseh.

I really lost the mojo to blog and my sister is telling me about her story book. I'm hardly tuning in but I'm just nodding my head. Lol, cannot believe that just last night, she asked me to shut up and slammed the door on me.
If I didn't control, I would have asked her what was her fucking problem. I don't really say vulgarities, you knw? (must be all my poly mates that has influenced me, bitch has become our everyday language)
Ah well, we're sisters.
How angry can we ever get with each other?

Comparing myself to the old me, I'm very much slack now.
That's why I am at where I am right now.
With determination, I will reach where I want to be.
Yea, I will.
Last thing I really need right now is a freaking distraction.

I am tired, I think I am going to slp already.
Even though my classmates and I talk about almost the exact same thing everyday, sch's never boring with them around.
With so much class politics, I'm quite glad to say that my group of friends are just the listeners and not actually part of it. You knw? Like not being involved, not backstabbing each other...
:D

I'm going to get inked. I told my mom that I want to but I haven't told her I'm GOING to. So........ maybe tmr? Lol.

I wanted to blog but I feel like I lost my mojo again.
I am out of canoeing and I feel bad.
But it beats having the shirt and then later quit right.
There's a mock test tmr which I'm absolutely unprepared for.
MY GRP SCORED THE HIGHEST FOR THE THE HNT PROJECT! 0:D

I forgoed church again. I've been sleeping 2-3hours past bedtime for the past few nights, one was because I was watching GG, the other was bcos I was hanging out with my cousins.. I'm sorry that I did not hang out with you guys (meaning V, D,... ) \:
My cousin is leaving on tues night for her attachment and the other will leave before the other comes back.
Everyone's leaving :(
I hope D doesn't leave in the morning otherwise I wont be able to send her off, AGAIN.

Went for the musical last night where I believed I have behaved really unexpectedly. My friends must be horribly embarrassed. Thanks Ann even though she is more than likely not to read this. HAHA.
She's a caveman that only crawls into the modern society once in a while. Sigh.

I had a dream of my teeth having a gap. It's a nightmare,truly. It doesn't help when D said my teeth is getting slanted. I must be eating too much.......... what? I don't knw. -_-

I'm not durian head, I'm Zeus. hahahahahaha

What did I say about durians? Oh, it turns out that my brother bought some of them back with his girlfriend earlier. After much persuasion from.. who? No one else but me. Actually no la, my sister. Hahaha I did not eat as much as I used to. My stomach must be getting smaller :D
I am finally going for the 9am lecture tmr, wish me.. all the best. If you're in my class or you knw my daily activities, you will knw that the only time I ever made it to the 9am lect was on the first week they ever had lectures. And then that was that, till now.. I hope I will really wake up and drag myself there.
It's time for some serious self discipline.
Turns out that the lect that I forgoed today was actually canceled! Thank God I felt incredibly lazy to go to my sch.. othewise I would have spent my hours cursing over there.

Steph said my blog was getting too happy.
Issit better this way or would you rather I be an emonemo? |:

I spent today watching Gossip girls. I couldn't bring myself to watch it earlier cos.. it seemed too cheesy -_-
But anw, I was totally bored after watching a babbooon took a baby away in Africa, so I decided to watch that show.
And now, I think I'm quite hooked on it.
The two leads. They're gorgeous *.*

My msn is being such a bitch. Grrrrr.

I woke up the latest AGAIN today despite sleeping the earliest. I only woke up at 0950 and my mom and sister were outta sight. I think they went to help in the filming.
My dad was already preparing.. brunch. My brother was about to go into the showers before I managed to chiong in before him and took my place at the throne in the toilet. *laughs
HAHA so sorry it's been so long since I did that kind of star* thing. It's amusing me right now.

I'm not going to church today bcos I strongly think I will fall aslp since I can only stay awake in pastor prince's or mark's or whoever's except some caucasian's sermon.

Domo came over to my place ytd and we tried playing Wii. I'm the owner and I didn't manage to figure out how to use the remote as a steering wheel before she could.
She says my house is like NTUC which I agree. I got almost everything, from almost all the diff kinds of fruits (if she came later at night, there would actually be the real durian sitting on the table waiting for someone none other than yours truly to come eat), to all the diff colours of choc (not pink yellow or red choc, i mean dark white and milk la haha), to diff kinds of ice creams. Ok I shouldn't go on.. but there's one thing that I really have all diff kinds. I've got durian chips, frozen durian, and fresh durian!!!
I'm sorry but it's not my fault. I admit I was crazy over durian last time but now.. it's too much. Cannot take it already, my dad is feeding me with too much of it. I'm getting sick of chocolates too.


Met up with V and D later at our favourite (haha) hangout.
Before that, I think the ppl at the mrt station thought I was about to bomb the place. Esp since Domo made me repeat what she sang.
"Sex bomb sex bomb, you're my sex bomb" LOL.

Went to V's place and we made an amazing discovery over there.
We realized that the colour of my leg, my toes is the same colour as her parquet floor. You knw those wood lookalike floor?
If you knw, you will know how dark my leg is right now.
And it's not funny at all that everytime I meet them again, somewhr will grow bigger. Whether it's there.. or there.
Geeeeeeeeeeez.

:(

I was looking at my reflection in the mirror just a few minutes ago and I just realized how superbly black I am.
Like burnt black, black. I'm no longer coffee coloured, my black is, the carbon burnt part of bread colour that I always bite first whenever I eat the bread that my mom bakes.
I woke up the latest today despite sleeping the earliest.
It's not like I woke up at 12, I woke up at 9 plus plus. And my house is almost empty, with my brother already all dressed up to go for his job interview.
My father went for an adventure race (so cute haha). I think my mother and sister went to help with the filming.. uhmmmm.

It's been so long since I touched any weights and the paddle, no wonder my arms are aching from ytd's paddling. Ok maybe it's bcos it's The time of the month. Hahahahaa.
That explains my moody-ness.

I feel like running a marathon, like go get myself burnt even more (im just kidding) under the hot sun right now and just run till... I feel I should stop. But I knw I won't, bcos if I'm really this crazy.. I'd already be on the quest of going around the world on barefoot.
I don't think I'm speaking any sensible stuff this morning.
If this is a sign, I think it can only be that I just need a new kick in my life.

Lol.

I thought my blog was quite hard to find bcos my friends have been trying to google it. And like after quite a long time, there are still some that hasn't quite figured my link out yet.
And yet, it is still not as discreet as what I would like to think it is bcos.. I still find my link on blogs that I don't personally knw the person or, am not linked to.

Uhm. Sam might be reading this. So, hello! haha
I think I am going to be more careful in what I type about canoeing here already haha for eg, the real reasons why I pon trg.
I will shut up :D I will still go for trg..

I'm damn sian today, I took a cab down to sch at 1330.
I was procrastinating and I gave up. I went to sch and was on time.
I had my sister (haha it's a HE btw) to help me print my project so in the end, when initially thought I would be rushing like mad, I could actually have enough time to stroll to the clubhouse.
Ok la I did not stroll, but from the time I got there and the time that we started, I could walk to and fro more than once.


Seriously, what's wrong with me today.
I am in the mood for those 90s songs.

I am so bored, like seriously bored bored.
I am browsing through ljs, blogs and.. what else are there.
I am so lazy to go for class but I will go go go go go go go.
I've been way too much a slacker already.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
But maybe I will let myself be a slacker for one more day...... :D

I've received comments abt my blog being emo.
Didn't really bother abt it till Steph commented on it again..
So OK I will make my blog not emo.
It's not intentional that my blog is emo, it's the way I type.
I find it hard to type happily.
Ok, this is my first attempt.
:D I am so happy today :D
bcos I saw D today :D
We went back to PL today :D
And I met quite a few ppl :D
I wanted to see the new sec 1s but gave up :D

....
I think I fail. Hahaha

"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."

Today I went to sch early but became late bcos I was waiting for my friend to chiong to the lift in heels.
Today I had presentation and it kinda sucked but I did what I could, and.. although honestly, I think I could have done more, it's all over. So what the heck.
Today I went for trg. I'm getting.. quite.. hmmm. I don't know what to describe.
My mom rather I quit, she's scared I faint and drown in the reservoir/sea.
Like those dragonboat-ers, the guy that recently drowned.
My friend and I came up with this weird bet that I cannot eat pao, she cannot eat watermelon.
Eh my blog very boring.
I don't even knw why I'm typing all this shit out.
Ohyaaaa, I was watching L word in my sch's library to pass my time.
Awesome!

Yay yay yay
^^