11.30.2008

Time to change bedsheet!

Tmr... I'd swim during my break and then in the evening, I'd go for a run.
I need to get back in shape.

I'm alone at home on a Sunday evening.
Feel so slpy.. We should all turn in to bed early tonight.

Not only has the week passed so fast.. the year 2008 too.
Christmas is coming.
Strange but, I can't feel the spirit of it yet.

Ok whatever. Time to change bedsheet!

Hihi!

11.29.2008

Hihi!

If there's only person that can have friday blues, it'd be me.
I was so slpy in the morning, the blues were written all over my face.

I can't rmb what I've been doing for the past week..
I rmb having a conversation with my mother about a sister that I almost forgot she existed..... It's been so long since I saw her or talked at all.
My goggle marks are back.
Holidays are coming in 2 weeks or so..
My parents are going Genting again next week..
Zzzz.
I happily talked just now and the squares got burnt.

Haiya aiya yayayayayayaya.
I feel like lying on my bed all day.


hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi

11.23.2008

Sweeeeet

I'm sorry but.. I can't help it when everytime her name is brought up, I'd feel :S.
Whatever it is, now I knw what happened. And I appreciate the honesty and really, thank you bcos you've taken a load off my mind.

I'm sorry you had to deal with my insecurities.
It'd fade away.
Everything's going to be better than okay.


I wanted to say.. When I see you. But apparently, I just texted you.
So yeh.


Goodnight ppl, I'm going to smile to slp.
Hahahahaha

11.20.2008

I'm sorry but I can't help laughing at it.
Heaven in topshop ah, HOR WITH WHO!
Hahhahahahahahaha.
Ok you won't knw what I'm talking abt unless......

Shh.

I can't wait for tmr!

11.15.2008

I...

Am slowly getting my voice back (or at least I choose to think so)
Miss my lappie.
Miss Ry and intend to slack at Frolick later
Feel like communicating with hand signs today
Feel like slping again...................................


:S

11.12.2008

Whatever you like

Tmr, die also must go to sch.
Need to do a few things and.. pass my classmate his book.

I ate 7meatballs today and had difficulties differentiating pork and beef.
Bcos......... even though I only dont like pork.. I seldom eat beef.
So both are like foreign to me. Haha!

I knw You're reading this, so..
Hi ____ (you can fillintheblanks)
I dont knw how exactly you want to be called here.
I'm sorry I'm a magnet for family members but I had fun ^^


I'm speechless. Like, literally. Like, cannot talk.
And like, my mother wont stop talking to me now....
Ok like, Now I'm coughing.
Haha like, am I annoying anybody yet.

11.11.2008

D? I don't knw if you're reading this but uh, pls don't think so much.
Bcos.. It's not yr fault that its this way.
I'm not saying that there's no punishment. ..
Just love her the way you do right now and hopefully, things will be better than fine.

11.09.2008

happy achy tired happy sorethroat-y and, happy

November has been pretty good for me.
How abt you? (:







Hold on tight, I'll hold on too

11.07.2008

Sch sch sch

In sch now.. With a weird feel in my stomach.
Im looking at a classmate that wears a beanie with singlet.

It's only 45mins into sch.....
4 more hours more till sch ends!


O's are ending! Excited? ^^

11.05.2008

I'd be your secret if you'd be mine

"you two are like finishing each other's sentences"
"and there is always comfort in familiarity"


I thought nobody will read this but obviously, I'm wrong.
HAHA ok not that it really matters..
I should... go away.

11.04.2008

What's Christmas without..

First, Domo said she isn't going to be in town for my most favorite time of the year.
Then my dad said that I can't have a party.
Now.....

:(

11.03.2008

I'm just someone there to help you fill in the blanks

Hi Steph! I didn't skip sch. I think yr part time hobby is to read up ppl's sex life and go all EEEEW and then continue reading. Haha!
Hi Charis, what nov bring you!?!?
Hi Gayhubby!

-


I said I'd black out when I go to bed ytd right?
Apparently, I took abt an hour to do just that.
And even then, I got up at 0505 to stare at the wall before falling back aslp 10mins later till it was time for sch.
:(

Sch was ok today even though I had my usual monday blues.
I thought mine was quite bad till I met my friend (Yes you M haha)
BUT its ok, everything went away when we (or rather I) started playing neopets during lect.
Just a tiny note to you, Steph. SINCE you'd be VERY free after O's, maybe you can put "play neopets" in yr to-do list............. HAHA
From Ry's lj:

Bird and I were too bored at my place.. and this guy who added me on skype talked to me again -_- so she... took over the keyboard and I played along too LOOK AT THE CONVO IT IS FUCKING FUNNY AND CLICK THE FUCKING LINK

ks_tan
11:53 AM
hihi

Bleakie
11/2/08 4:27 PM
hihihihihihihihi

ks_tan
4:27 PM
might to intro?
me 23 from penang
male\
u?

Bleakie
4:34 PM
me 55 from inda

ks_tani
4:34 PM
male ? female?

Bleakie
4:34 PM
i am gul

ks_tan
4:34 PM
ooo

Bleakie
4:34 PM
wad you daing now

ks_tan
4:34 PM
now where r u?

Bleakie
4:35 PM
on my bad

ks_tan
4:35 PM
rubbing my cock

Bleakie
4:35 PM
me too
(HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF)

ks_tan
4:35 PM
u got cock?

Bleakie
4:35 PM
bigger dan my mather ane
HAHAHAHAHA WTF WTFTWF

ks_tan
4:35 PM
u got pic?

Bleakie
4:35 PM
hav

ks_tan
4:36 PM
so hard
(-_-)
send me can?

Bleakie
4:36 PM
so hot
my umpit
(LMAO)

ks_tan
4:36 PM
send me ur pic to see see

Bleakie
4:37 PM
cun

ks_tan
4:37 PM
let me see la

Bleakie
4:37 PM
i it my carry paff first

ks_tan
4:38 PM
wat?

Bleakie
4:38 PM
i it mie carry paf fist
(LMAFOAOX)
i shuw u
my photu
from 10 ears ago

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/3/38/Indian_Woman_with_bindi.jpg

(MUST CLICK THIS FUCKING LINK AH)

india nut mach camra


HAHAHAHAHA AND HE STOPPED TALKING FINALLY OMG HAHAHAHAH LAGGIE BEST
Happy bday steph!
I finally met you after............ Months.
Great meeting you earlier even though it was really really impromptu.
Hope you enjoy yr bday!
Ok if you're even reading this, All the best for yr SS!



Had lotsa fun today but I will blog abt it tmr.
I am very very tired.
I swear I'd black out later.
Have been having 6hours or less slp everyday for the past week.
Sch's at 9 l8r.
Good luck to me!

11.01.2008

Sept/Oct

I wonder if any of you came into contact with yr ex during those two months.
I bumped into mine quite a few times. More than the times I bump into her in sch for the whole of last year.
She said we were too drained to date somebody after one another and I agreed.
It took me quite a while to get by the whole thing.
I'm still quite afraid of commitment even if it's wearing off at a time it really shouldn't be.

You knw how yr other half always expects smth from you?
I'm terrified of not being able to meet up to expectations.
I am afraid of that. I knw the feeling of disappointment so I don't want to be the reason why anybody else should be feeling that way.
We agreed to meet next year? Haha it was such a random decision from her 2years ago.
And I honestly don't knw what we'd do when we meet.
I don't knw if it's me or that she can't really look at me in the eye or that she just don't look at the person beside the person she's talking to.
Or maybe she just prefers to look at one person and only talk to one and, only wave bye to one.
So if we're already like that before we even meet up alone..
I think I should bring my laptop. Apparently I think we talk better online.

Then again, maybe I'm just sensitive. And maybe she looked at me when I looked away.
^^


Hello Nov.
Pls bring smth better for me, thank you.