I'm glad I'm out of a sch that have teachers read blogs very occasionally.
I can freely (not really) talk abt anything I want. Although I am not the type to curse and swear or defame someone.. It still feels weird to have teachers reading abt yr daily activities and lets say you like someone, they are going to guess who.
But since I'm out of sec sch already, I can almost talk abt anything I want.

I hear thunder and I'm this close to not going for the race. I'm staring at the shirt, contemplating. If it rains.. they'd have to postpone the race. And I'd be wasting my time over there. It's so dark outside.
Church or race?



Play?.. Nobody in their right mind wants to play a losing game.

I'm scared if I do smth, it'd be too much. And I'd scare you away. But I'm also scared, if I don't do anything, I'd be losing you without even trying.
All I need.. is like a simple.. sign. But then again.. ahhh.

Steph, I kinda give you the right to slap me.
Oh, v.. domo whoever my good friends are.

I woke up feeling quite.. angsty.. confused? I don't knw how I was feeling.
I went for a run.
Later I decided to draw on the walls of my room and paint it.
So now.. I kinda got an eiffel tower over there. Hahaha.
V came over and I reckon the nicest building is drawn by her.
My sister said she would help, she disappeared after saying she wanted to grab mooncake.
Its 1210 now, my mother is baking bread!
My parents with my brother and his gf are leaving for Genting next week.
I'd have the whole house to myself bcos my sister will be at my brother's place working.

K I took like an hour to type this blog post and it's not even long.
I sincerely hope that homo won't put my pictures while we were webcaming earlier on.
!!! Tsk


But yr heart's with someone else.

It was going to be quite a happy night.

I'm over at my cousin's place. I want to go swimming but.. gahhh, my best friend is here. Hahaha it's a sign.
TODAY MARKS THE END OF MY EXAMS!!!!!
Like it is a very big deal, it was only 4 papers.
After chionging my guts out for O's, I feel so lazy to do anything else.
1 paper also feel like dying already.

I was watching a show and the whole... story seemed strangely familiar to me.
But oh well, the week's been pretty great for me.
Oh, you knw why :D
Hahahaha

I wanted to slp at 11 last night, I ended up tossing on my bed for the next 1 and a half hour. The blocked nose was robbing me away my slp and I could have so take a book to read and just forgoed sleep? There was a test the next day unfortunately.

It was okay, not incredibly hard but not incredibly easy. The MCQ was a breeze though.
Thurs the last paper!
I'm not studying, I certainly haven't been studying for the past few hours since I reached home.
I got the pictures of the family portrait.
I looked like @$#*&$. Seriously my eyes were.. half closed or looking at the ceiling
geez. And in pictures that actually dont have so much of me looking up.. someone else in my family will look ????? Haha the skinniest was complaining abt her face being fat.
How ironic ain't it. Thank God I wasn't home to listen to the whines. I would have killed myself and put my pictures to good use. For funeral la dey.


There's so many things..... and,
Tmr would be a good day.
:)

Definitely maybe

Today is such a gloooomy day :(

All of a sudden, I cannot wait for next year.
It will be such an eventful year. I'd be turning 18, my sister will be turning 21.
We'd be celebrating our bdays on Apr 1, I think? That's what we discussed.
Celebrating our major bdays together..
And one more thing, I'D BE ABLE TO LEARN DRIVING. I CANNOT WAIT REALLY CANNOT WAIT.
No more will I bug the drivers in my house to fetch me somewhr and no more will I be complaining to my father abt my brother hogging the car, I can be the biggest bitch and hog the car now.
Hahahahhaa of cos I can't be, if there's my sister who's learning it now...

I'm supposed to be studying.. but what am I doing?
I'm waiting for the person to get back to me. I'm hoping for an Ipod touch.
Hahaha this is so... touch and go kind of thing.
I didn't even plan for it, I saw it, I got so tempted and I went to bid for it.
This is called impulsive buyer, not good at all.
Maybe it's the stress from all the exams.

I said my mom just returned from Genting a few days ago right.
Infact, 2 days ago.
GUESS WHAT? SHE IS GOING TMR. AGAIN.
but with my dad this time.
Simi lai eh, what's so nice abt genting.
I told you already, they got kids there and plan to abandon me here with my brother.

I want to paint my room, I want to get a job.
I don't wanna sit at home and waste time away. $5 an hr is better than $0 right?
hahaha anw, if you're a good drawer ( V!) and if you're free... maybe you can help me along with the painting of my room? :D
I am planning to change how my room looks like.
I don't really care if it's going to be rented out.
I just wanna do smth.

Pro is when you can watch tv and type at the same time.
I always have distractions at the wrong time.
I'm suddenly into watching tv, and my exams is just the week after.
Not funny, I got so many distractions.
I attempted to study earlier on, I ended up on my bed slping for the next hour.

My mom and my sis is coming back from Genting tonight!
They gambled (I think) their money away or spent on thousand eyelashes (my sister is a fan of them since she doesnt have any haha). They ran out of money and guess what! My mother didnt bring her credit card. Too bad lor, no $$$. Left with my sis atm card, her acc only got SGD73. Tell me how to survive, she confirm buy 10 thousand more boxes of eyelashes lor.
Gotta call their saviour a.k.a me, to transfer money into my sister's bank acc with the miserable amount of money.

I'm so corny its not even funny,
if I'm a vegetable, confirm plus chop is corn already.

I took a family portrait the other day. Come over to my place soon and you'd see that my smile is not like this :}, it's.. :D WITH TEETH.
WITH TEETH I CANNOT IMAGINE HOW I LOOK LIKE.
Bcos Ive never really liked smiling with teeth...
And I knw how many ppl always ask, "why everytime ---- dont smile with teeth, nice meh"
I don't knw abt the rest, but I have my reasons. Hahaha yeah everyone has their reasons..
I'm leaving for church! It's been abt.. 2 weeks since I've not gone to church.
Talk about slack.

Went to grapevine ytd. Domo didn't come and caveman came!
If V wasn't my gooooooooood friend since pri sch, I would have ham tam her and feed to the dogs.
But she's so cute, I can't bear to kill her. So I kicked her. HAHAHA.
And caveman always have a different story everytime she comes, I don't want to believe what she say already lor.
"I'm serious! We didn't ------------ laaaaa"

My mom is going to bake pineapple tarts on a national day.

Exams are coming in two weeks! Geez.
Oh go watch definitely maybe! haha surprisingly, its not bad. :D
Grrrr. I should get back to studying.

I'm actually.. waiting?

I'm not asking for it.


I got alot of pictures to show the world.
But my hair is so short, I don't wanna show yet. Unless I can think of ways to photoshop more hair. HAHAHA
Ok la, my hair isnt that bad. I'm so whiney, I can't stand myself.
I'm quite tired so I will go off.
I told Meryl I'd help upload, I've uploaded. But it's in my other computer and when she's online, I'm using my lappy. Grr.

I might go to Vietnam next week with ppl I don't knw.
It's so scary and time consuming. I don't really want to be spending my hols in Vietnam studying :(

Notes to self:
-get down to studying
-upload dammit pictures!!
-go to SLP NOW

I attempted to cut my hair today but I think there's no difference.
I need to go for a haircut soon, my hair belly mushhhloom lehzxzxzz.

It's my grandma's bday today and I was suppose to go for the celebration.
I'm stuck at home, trying to finish my project.
Sometimes I think, friends should never be in the same group.

Ahwell.
I have the sudden urge to listen to John Mayer and back off. Whoohoo

This is so true.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.