My timetable don't look intimidating now, but.. in a matter of A month, I think I'd be in a panic.
Projects due one after another, it's only the first semester and I have this unspoken fear inside me. Yet I need to make this work, I cannot and won't allow myself to fail if I want to have a scholarship.
I need to push myself very hard. But one part of me is ignoring what I'm telling myself, I have this urge to just sleep thru tmr's morning.
... It's just lecture.
Grrrr.

My brother's in one of the countries in Europe.
2 rooms in my house are gonna be used for filming purposes, a show for kids central.
A close friend (i'm not sure if i can put her name..) got a tattoo today.
I'm getting mine next year on 15 apr. It has been on my mind for 2 years! The thought would have been fulfilled if I had known what design I wanted but anyway, I shall start thinking of what I wanna have on my ankle. I think ankles are nice. .. yes no? Haha
School and trgs have been nice and fun.
It's more like a playtime.

Don't doubt me, I love my family very much. But there are just times, all I wanna do is be away from them and live Anywhr else but here.

I know it's been long..
Quite a few events happened recently and I sincerely hope that my period is coming bcos I was on the verge of tears when I heard a certain someone would be leaving.
I don't want to be stuck in the same cycle.
My mom's bday and mother's day happened last/this week.
I have this weird obsession with pao now and I think my mother is more than happy to make them for me. She's so enthusiastic when it comes to things I wanna eat that's related to bread, rice whichever whatever. HAHA. She's been making them non stop, ok la, thats also bcos I've been bugging her to make different kinds of pao for me.

Awwwww, sense the mother love now? HAHA
Ok i'm kidding.
I am going to slp now, i have a longggg day tmr. Its not funny at all.
But like I told R, sch's fun fun fun fun fun. (Or so we psycho ourselves to believe hahaha)