I'm fine, I just dont cry, I run.

I was typing quite a bit then I hit backspace.
Thinking that I should probably move away from this space as well.

Well I'd move away but I'm never ready to leave

Can't believe I'm awake so early when I just went to slp like not that long ago.
Anyway, I was just wondering.
Anybody wants to go watch Jason Mraz with me?
:S

I knw she'd be reading this

It's sad that things have to turn out this way, again.
Everybody expected but nobody knew what was going to be happen.
They warned me and yet I still went ahead. I was hoping that maybe.. It'd be different.
At least I tried.

So they say.. There will always be a better one. I'm not doubtful of that, but like I said it before to my friend, it's just for this moment, this particular someone is all I see.

How has 2009 been?

Mine was going quite well..
Maybe I Was thinking too much, but I don't think I am right now.

Kinda had an argument with my mom last night over a stupid table which left me all hungry cos I refused to admit I was hungry so she'd cook.
And this morning, I hate it when she uses the past or the Bible or what the pastor says.
I Knw what they say but you don't hafta use them just to say how I should be listening to you.
And I hate it when she uses the guilt to make you do things.
I love my mom but I just don't like what she does sometimes.
You knw?

It's just like how you love someone without actually being in love.

I realized that the songs I listen to on my playlist roughly describes what I'm thinking/feeling.
Ok maybe I realize that long ago but I just didn't mention it, not that it matters..

I am bored so I will tell the world what I did in sch today.
I spent half an hour doing relaxing exercises in psych class, the next half hour analysing how stress I am and then class ended, time to go home.
Had an impromptu moment and headed down to Vivo, D joined me.
Got books and looked around for lighters and cushions.
Anyone knws whr I can find engraving services?

2008 has been a good year but I don't want 2009 to be just like it.
I want smth better... Can I?

What song do you feel like tonight?

I have this sudden urge to do away with the table, the desktop in my room.
Have abit more walking space, I feel like having cushions.
I want to paint this part of my room that has alot of horrible pencil drawings I've been dying to get rid.
Soon soon.. And I should also start thinking of ways I can psycho my mother to do away the thing in my room,
It's taking so much spacee.
Haha I knw my bed is taking the most space but it's currently the nicest part of my room to be in.

And I'm fine, thanks Em. :)

Run

I am fine, really. For now at least.
Just not in the best of moods.
Don't knw whr I should be, what I should be doing right now.
I'm feeling abit jumpy. Don't knw if there is anything wrong with me.
Feels like someone is going to die when in actual fact, nobody really is.
Or at least, not for now..

Time to be really impulse. Don't knw when my chance will go.
It's now or never?

Bet nobody understands (except Ann maybe) what the hell I'm talking abt.
I'd be back with a happier post, promise.

Déjà vu

Don't knw what I should be saying now.. I don't like what I've been thinking lately.
Time passed so fast, can't believe the results are getting released tmr.
Feels like just ytd I was still trying to teach chemistry.
Sch tmr.. Dread it.
AH V, you reading this? If you are, I need to borrow yr scanner again.
Ok, Msn's telling me to go slp now by being the biggest bitch.
So goodnight!

Do I sound happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've not been updating for a while and I'm updating now at such a fast speed purely for YOU (STEPHANIE CARROLL)
I'm so bored now and I haven't taken a shower since I came back home. I'm glued to the floor.
I went ice skating today and fell flat on my butt.
Caught bedtime stories, bumped into V and friend.
I want to get 2 storybooks. I want.. A getaway?
Haha no, don't think so much.
Ok, my parents are back from Genting.
Gotta be .. Suwati? (is this how you spell babE? haha) tmr

This is my attempt at a happy post bcos I was asked to post one sad and one happy post.
Been really busy for the past week but I'm the same, fine. Just maybe darker.

Don't ask

Sometimes.. I wish you would.

See you soon

For a moment, it felt like we weren't just talking abt him anymore.

Today was just a lazy sunday whr I spent my hours walking at the park while brainstorming on what slogan I should give Britain.
Feels quite weird not going to church but I'm getting used to it. Even my mom stopped asking.
But One fine Sunday, I'd find myself there again.

Oh I decided not to sell my itouch in the end.
Got sentimental value alr la, cant bear to sell it away.
So sorry Amanda!

Wha time passed so fast. I've been listening to the same songs for 2 weeks now.
17songs on repeat mode wherever I go, whatever I do.
It's also played when I'm drifting off to slp.
Amazing.

And.. I'm still trying to give Britain a good enough slogan.

Hi Ner there's nothing wrong with my itouch. It's just me that wants to change for smth new. ...

I am so slpy now but I am far from home.

I am still at my brother's place waiting for my dad to come pick me up.

I've got to be at amk hub at 10 tmr morning.

I'm not complaining bcos it was supposed to be 7.

I can foresee this coming week to be busy.

So many deadlines I've got to meet.

Can't wait for my end sem hols.

 

I wonder if anyone wants to buy a 1st gen 8gb ipod touch...

I think I'm about the worst sibling alive.
My sister's friends called me on new year's morning asking me whr is she.
Apparently, a guy sent my sister home and she didn't answer any calls.
SO they thought.........
Anw I said I'd check if she was at home.
But I fell aslp straight after that.

Last night, there was a report about the fire at one of the nightclubs in BKK.
Think. My brother. Party animal. Currently in BKK. Didn't answer any phone call.
My mom nearly went to the MOF..
And I hardly gave it a thought.

It's quite funny actually if you think abt it, but let's say if all that happened...
Wha whr's Ann's head? Touchwood!