And in the afterlife, tell me we will be fine

Will I remember when, when it was the time I decided that this wasn't it? 

Will I remember when, when it was the time I hunched my back and trudged along?

I thought I was dead, and this is just the afterlife. Maybe we are all dead, and the world in reality has gone to flames. 

I dreamt, I dreamt of a future. I dreamt, I dreamt I was dead.