5.14.2008

My timetable don't look intimidating now, but.. in a matter of A month, I think I'd be in a panic.
Projects due one after another, it's only the first semester and I have this unspoken fear inside me. Yet I need to make this work, I cannot and won't allow myself to fail if I want to have a scholarship.
I need to push myself very hard. But one part of me is ignoring what I'm telling myself, I have this urge to just sleep thru tmr's morning.
... It's just lecture.
Grrrr.

My brother's in one of the countries in Europe.
2 rooms in my house are gonna be used for filming purposes, a show for kids central.
A close friend (i'm not sure if i can put her name..) got a tattoo today.
I'm getting mine next year on 15 apr. It has been on my mind for 2 years! The thought would have been fulfilled if I had known what design I wanted but anyway, I shall start thinking of what I wanna have on my ankle. I think ankles are nice. .. yes no? Haha
School and trgs have been nice and fun.
It's more like a playtime.

Don't doubt me, I love my family very much. But there are just times, all I wanna do is be away from them and live Anywhr else but here.

6 comments:

Tanyasu said...

MMMM, ankles are nice if they arnt that big ! AND YOU, ARE MISSING ONLINE HOW COME I DONT SEE YOU .

sputnik said...

yea, I know how you feel. Sometimes, it kinda feels suffocating - so get out once in awhile, and come home.

We'll still be there for you :)
-cherry

clare-ver said...
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clare-ver said...

HI BIRD(: hows NP? heard you're in canoeing you little black thing.
im in CRICKET.haha

see you at graduation service!

-Clare

clare-ver said...

omg, are you sad that grace yong is leaving? she's going to aust soon. HAHA(:

Charis Vera said...

hey,
been missing you(: