Sometimes I don't knw why ppl do what they do.
Anddd, I feel like doing smth impulsive tmr except that I think when I get up tmr.. This feeling will go away.
Just like how I change my mind abt this that everything.
Haha ok maybe I'd go to dempsey!

Omg I felt smth on my tattoo just now when I scratched it. Ok I dont care, I am waiting for a friend to finish her cig thats taking forever, which reminds me, I still got a pack I've yet to finish.

I started off today with..
A change of mind and one of my not so last confession. Headed off to be Suwati, laughed at myself for alighting at the wrong stop. But its ok.. Cos I had more time to talk to someone who always catch me anywhere but home.

I'm off to bed. Need to be awake in 6hours time!

Walking down memory lane

Then and there. Nothing else mattered.

When I'm good to go, I'm good to go

Just not now when there's still that bit.

I'm glad I spent abt an hour or two talking to a friend earlier.
I probably didn't make any sense in the things I said to her but she made the most sense in anything else I've ever heard or it could also be what I secretly wanted to hear.

Fully awake, fully aware

O-right. Maybe I'd head down to gardens l8r to visit Ry

You either get it or you don't

Are there any nice movies?
Cigarettes and running don't really go together ..
The grass grower was ready to look for another location
I don't really want sch to start no matter how boring hols are
Monopoly is so boring, it should be destroyed
I am going to look for shoes again
And then the girl that sat by the fence came by to play
I don't knw if I should go to Zouk or Home
Let's go hunt for ice cream ;)
I am going to change my playlist
Almost died while we tried
You were... We were..
I need to talk to D properly soon
How's the desert anyway?
I feel like watching shows
Oh, how I've...
Fuck it. Don't even bother.

An exception

Eme came over and made a fool out of ourselves infront of my lappy.
Whoo ytd night's slp was (Y) Ok not really but in comparison to the previous nights, (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

"haha no, i dont think you are. honestly sometimes i think you mean something but idk if you mean what i think you mean because its difficult to read you"

Conclusion

After tuning into the discussion first thing in the morning, I decided I dislike Australia.

You. Me. We? Think too much

This is really quite bad, I couldnt get to slp till it was abt quarter to 3.
And when it was at 5, I kept waking up at 20mins interval.
Got up at 8 for a while to knw some 'news' my friend wasn't excited abt.... Then at 0950 I officially woke up.
Ok I actually feel like slping again cos I'm really quite tired, I haven't been slping properly for the past few days.
But my dad just decided to fry smth and my room being next to the kitchen... I feel like I'm the fried dish. My whole room smells like it. Eew.


Feel like doing some random picture post. And I shall!

I don't really knw why I care

I LOVE YOU EME

I don't think I will ever jump off a building if I ever try to commit suicide. I nearly died trying to balance on a ladder while cleaning the ceiling fan today.
And it didn't help that my ipod started playing those cranky songs meant for everything else but balancing. Can't balance on a ladder, talk abt jumping off a 21storey high building... I think the anxiety on the way up will alr wanna kill me sia.

SO Dempsey and Udders with Steph was successful.
Headed down to happppy dazeeeeeeeee to meet the rest.
Then I cannot rmb what happened and now I'm home.
Work at ECP tmr.. Hope it rains!

Retrace

I spent my night trying to fall aslp, again.
Suwati.. Dempsey (finally!) l8r

I don't knw if it was my coma ytd afternoon that I couldnt't get to slp last night, and when I finally did, I woke up shortly after.
And I give up trying to slp after trying for the past 3hours.
I hope my sister would want to go Dempsey.... Umm.
That girl needs some ice cream to cheer up.


Ytd wasn't such a bad day.......
My fav fish (hahaha) told me she'd be coming back in Apr!!

I deleted the previous post bcos it was.... Stupid.
Smth was just wrong with me. But everything got better when I got up from my coma (my mom had to shake me to wake me, believe it or not)

I feel like buying shoes. And more shoesssss.
Should I dye my hair?
Ok nvm, dempsey tmr!

Should I move to lj!

Ytd was great, we looked so happy even in the pictures.
Too many to put it here bcos it was all in burst mode.

Ok, heading to Cityhall soon to meet Steph!

Young Folks

Wha I'm kinda addicted to that song.
Whoever thought the previous post was by me should shoot him/herself.

My parents are back! I don't knw what happened but I hugged my father when I saw him as if they disappeared for a month.
And.. I almost forgot how it is like to have my mom back in the house.
I don't like it when she starts @$(#()% me in the morning but I still like the fact that she's back..... To wash my clothes. Hahaha I'm kidding.

Did I tell you that I had dinner with my brother and his boyfriend on Sunday?
It's my first time actually getting to knw The boyfriend properly and actually have dinner Together.
Maybe I'd see myself in California (or issit?) attending their wedding.
Ok........ Let me see, I'm alr the worst sister, I don't want to be the worst friend.
So I will get my butt moving!

D, I really hope you'd come back :(

Dear diary,

I am the worst host on earth. I refuse to walk to the bank with Eme
I just called my guest annoying. I am so annoying.
I love to be kao pei.

I am going to cry a river. Viva la vida!
Charissa is making me hear a song, guitar heroes's cheers are playing in the background, the wind is blowing............... it's cold & bleak.

Life is such a bore. I can't wait for tuesday night when boys over flowers & Gossip girls epi 18 comes out yay!

^^v starlight. How bleak is my life I am munching on museli like a hamster. I'm a hamster, I'm a brown hamster. ^^ ^^ ^^

I hate my life it is boring -_____________________-
I am going to do a strip tease for charissa now bye

My friends are over... Playing GH.
They were hungry so I made sandwich for them but when I brought it out for them to eat, they ignored me twice altogether.
bird is playing guitar hero right now. SHE RESEMBLES ONE OF THOSE AHBENGS IN THE ARCADES. MEHhahahahhaha!!!

My first picture post!!!!