You knew me then, you know me now.

Catch me.

I've got a notion that...

Today isn't going to go very well.
You kinda never knw when's the last time that will happen till it happens. Or rather, when it doesn't happen again.

Ah, it's a Sunday and I feel like slping it away except that I need to be Suwati.
So, have a good day all you bored ppl reading this boring entry! (haha)

No I wasn't awake thru out

Just a while ago, I saw a lizard just outside my room. I panicked and then I unknowingly locked myself out of the room while preventing it from going it into my room.
Smart move.

Ok, fine shut up and goodnight.

Well, hello.

Today was fun, thank you M (:
Now now, time for me to change my bedsheet and go to bed early.

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Today's good. Very good. Hahahaha can't wait for tonight.

11:11

The night's still pretty young and I'm alr packed for sch, almost ready for bed.
Just when I don't need that much of it, I feel like I have all the time in the world now.
My brother's going away tmr for 3months, time's going to fly (like how it always does) and before I knw it, he's going to be back.


Back to square 1

Ah, alright. I think I'm going to slp.
Goodnight, world. Sweet dreamzzz.

Today's a good day

It's 5. I'm done with sch and I've alr taken a nap.
It has been good for today, I got to spend the whole entire time with my favourite 2 (1 was missing). Hahaha hopefully it'd be the same for the whole week....
Nvm, let's all skip sch on fri!!!!! :D

Goodnight.

I got up at 6 plus today to talk to nocturnal animals..... Hahaha. No la I was woken up by the incredibly heavy rain this morning and talked to Steph for a minute or two before I fell back aslp.
So... Today I'm going to cook for my mom. :S
Whooo.. Hoo?

Man, bcos of sch, I'm getting up way earlier than I usually do. And it's perfectly fine with me if I can fall back aslp?
Anywayyyyy, I got to watch benjamin buttons on my new tv last night, awesomeeeeee.

I don't need to be a genius to know

It's finally the end of this rather.. Nauseating week. (TGIF!)
Yeh I fully rmb what I said. But somehow, I think the ride has ended.
It has been a pretty good roller coaster ride, don't you think? But it's probably time for a break.
And hey, don't mind, let me take a detour?
You knw the term: Out of sight, out of mind..
Except that, this can hardly get out of my mind. So, to really take a break, I am going to have to take a different route and not pass this ride; keeping it out of sight will make it less tempting to ride it again.

Whatever it is, today's a good day and I won't let negative emotions ruin it.
I got up rather awake for my exam today and I was there just in timeeee.
I wasn't expecting anything good since I missed ytd's lesson.. But siaaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I did muchhhh better than expected siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hahahaha

Whoo, hello weekend!

I can never get used to it

I had a really really queer dream I could have mistaken it for real if not for the weather feeling like HK inside there and me actually being good friends with the other party.


"I'm sick of trying my fucking best just to be second best."
Or even better, be the best and lose to second best.

I am so..................... Tired today and I want to crawl into bed right now except that I have yet to do so many things.

Hello world,

Although it has been pretty much getting up at 0555 for sch each day whr I reach before everyone else and leave after everyone else.. My life has been pretty good actually (pms ftw!)
I had a hair cut today, my fringe is so short I feel so uncomfortable with it.
I went window shopping. Money pls drop from the sky, I want to buy clothes that I won't have enough time to wear.

My parents are away at Genting.. My sister is out creating havoc.. She probably has like so many sex bands on now waiting for... HAHA nah, it's just an accessory and.. Wha? This coming week,
My brother will be going to somewhr that makes bombs.
Ok I guess at least if smth goes horribly wrong, he will return with a different belief and bombs and not.. uh, swine flu?

Maybe you're right and.. Maybe I'm on the wrong track.
Sometimes things are better left unsaid?
But I'm sorry. I just didn't mean to shut you out.

Fuck?

Pls don't make it into me avoiding you altogether.

I just got back from sch not that long ago but I desperately wanted to get out like... A few mins earlier only.
Don't mind, I'm trying to not let this dampen the happy feel I had since ytd.
Anyway, I was the big joker today that got to sch early and ready except that I forgot my knives set so my dad hadto rush back to get it for me. (Thank God for parents really)
And I was literally the mascot for the day as well, I stood outside the academy greeting welcome to everyone while waiting for my dad to arrive.

I don't think anybody will be interested in how my day actually went bcos basically, I just cooked potatoes in different forms and made pasta from scratch that miraculously turned out good.
Oh eh, I just told you abt it.

If things can go my way for once..

Complicated? Not that I can help it.
I have one that says this, the other that says that and another that says another thing.
So tell me, what should I even be thinking abt.
The more I am not wanting to be the kind that will do that, the more I am becoming.
It isn't fair even if there isn't anything to lose..

Ok, I am receiving comments abt my blog being emo. Hey I'm ok!
I am just abit grumpy over my sch's timetable.. And how I think life is taking me for a ride.
There's hardly a smooooth journey.

Sch tmr, joy joy joy.

I am so proud of myself, I took a nap for.... 2 fucking hours.
But I think I'm going back to slp somemore bcos I hear someone whom I don't really feel like dealing with right now.

K, goodnight, again.

Prove me wrong

Who would have thought that a few years back, they were on the verge of a final break up.
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It's going to be Monday all over again.
Sch's really fun except that the timings of everything are really.. Horrible.
My parents are going to Genting (again, yes again) this coming thurs.. My brother is leaving for somewhr the week after next.
Hopefully the next time I talk abt someone going somewhere.. It'd be me and "IM GOING TO SYDNEY!!!"

I'm trying to handle all these unpredictability
In all probability
....
Except that I think this is so predictable.

Almost.

And when you finally realize that.. It's too late.