Anna dreamt she scored 21pts. If that's reality, shit, I'm gonna score 31. Hahaha but since dreams are the opposite of reality, I told her she'd score 12.
I did not dream of anything.. But I don't mind 13 points or lesser. :D

So I said I booked the flights for hk already. I did not mention what happened before that. My sis and my mom took me for a ride, telling me the bookings did not go thru which made me supermegairritatinglyvery pissed. I cancelled on my friends for this and now you're telling me it wasn't booked? So yeah, I kinda blew up and I felt bad then, bcos apparently, both of them were behaving like they had halos on their head.
sis: Can you go to my hotmail?
me: wait, LAH. I'm looking at smth
sis: Pleaseeeeeeeee? :D:D:D

How to not feel bad and my mother was beside me, looking at me click anxiously at everything. Even playing along with me, asking me vietnam can anot. And when I clicked onto my sis email, there I saw the email for the confirmed flight itinery.
me: #(*%&#$)*@&%#
All of them burst out laughing and they told me they were trying hard not to laugh behind my back. Literally.

This is not good, my mother told me her mother who is my grandmother, might not be able to live long enough till her next next birthday. Her next birthday is just this sat and I don't knw how am I suppose to feel. I mean, what, I don't exactly talk to my grandmas. The only thing that's bothering me is how.. I'm going to deal when my turn to tell my kids (If there's any) comes. Like.. "yr grandma is going to die"
You knw how much I love my parents and I won't deny that I am slightly biased to my mom bcos really, I don't rmb spending so much time with my dad but that doesn't matter, he's a changed man now. And I should give him the opportunity. .. right?
Why am I saying this, I sound troubled when I'm not.
At least not for now..
I don't knw whr to start.
I've got a problem with pride.