6.02.2008

I thought I heard some packing of bags.. But nah, I must imagining things.
Isit bad of me as a daughter to wish that her parents are seperated.
It's not all the time that I'm like that, but on a night like this, after what we talked..
You two are better off without each other sometimes.
I feel suffocated in this place too. And we wonder why we can't live happily ever after.
If there was no love in the first place, why marry?
The reason I don't wanna marry is almost as if it's because the marraiges I see that plays a part in my life don't work as well as everybody else wants them to be.
Yeah I knw, there are always ups and downs. But why do we only rmb the downs.
I stay here, I don't knw if you knw, what you say or do, it hurts.
Am I not good enough for you that things are not how it's supposed to be.
Can you tell that I am working hard too? Why do you only see the side where I am not as good.
Indeed, we're all humans. We are all quick to judge, all quick to pinpoint the mistakes of others.
You said you failed as a wife, a mom.
Seems like despite what I've tried to do, tried to show, I've failed as yr daughter too.

1 comment:

Tease said...

birdney!<3