aihtync:] : HI haha I am not in french class! I crashed yr lecture and yes I knw I took up yr space. Sorry!
mycalendargirl: HAHAHA I can try? But I might be very wrong in my pronunciation and all that.
matt/eme: Yeah I get what you mean... haha! See you soon k! maybe this sat :D

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I came back not that long ago and lied down on my bed.
My mom joined me. I told her abt what I did today..
She was quite upset that I took some form of alcohol even though it was just red wine.
She went on abt brain damage and all that.
Been thru this kind of situation one too many time, I remained calm or rather I had no other choice bcos I was rather tired.
We remained silent for a while before she said smth abt my pastor mentioning abt how we should honour our parents.....
Hahaha I asked her to stop beating round the bush and just go straight to the point..

We talked and I guess I somehow knw what she's thinking now?
I told her abt my dad. She knws that he is always wanting to talk to us and it Always happen at the wrong time. I mentioned abt.. how he always talked abt how he's not going to be here forever and I hafta be sensible.
He told me all that when I was barely 12. I rmb how I'd always hold back my tears when he talked abt how he's not going to be there.. I ended up praying every night then that my parents will live forever with good health.
I don't knw if it's just an excuse but I feel that that's the reason why I don't want to talk to my dad now whenever he calls me.
Don't knw how that conversation ended up with me rolling on to her and snuggling up to her while she kinda held me.
It was funny bcos I looked at her wondering how come she was flat chested.
Then I asked if she was wearing bra. HAHA SHE SHY AND TURN AROUND DONT WANNA FACE ME ALR OK. CANT BELIEVE MY MOTHER DID THAT, I JUST KEPT LAUGHING.

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I just read what I typed a few sentences above, it's as if I'm talking abt a lover. HAHA it's just my mom ok. I'm not into incest.. Even though we were all talking abt it earlier.
Imagine if I kissed my brother. Omg EEW?

Time passed really fast today..
I was supposed to go to sch but I skipped it and headed out for a movie.
It was a morbid show with a crude sense of humour.
Headed down to quarubar after dinner.
It was good? With the liveband and all that. But I honestly can't hear what C was saying, and I had to make up half of what she said.

Had fun and now I'm really really sleepy.

Have a conclusion that 11:11 wishes absolutely dont come true at all.
Even if it did, it'd just be taken away from you after that.

(Note: just a conclusion)