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What do I say?

What do I say??

What do I say???

"I made a mistake and I am continuing to make the same mistake."

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Am I the only one that sees myself as truly incapable of doing something right or does everyone sees it in me to be doing everything right? 

 

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What do I tell everyone?

On top of everything else, I am so sorry for I have disappointed you. All of you. I know everyone has/had high hopes for me because before me there was this, before that there was that... and then it's me now.  and I don't know what to say. 

I think I have disappointed myself the most and here I am, still trying to escape. 

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