I'm starting to think that.. The beliefs (believes?)/values I used to hold are slowly fading away. It's not a good sign bcos if it is, I don't like who I'm becoming into.
I'm trying to make the least noise so as not to disturb V. She's wrapped up like a bazhang slping at that corner of my bed.
Quite happy, I finally changed my bed sheet today and packed my room. And there's a tv and dvd player in my room now. Yay, I can finally have movie/series show marathons with Emeeeeeee or anybody.
It's funny that contacts I talk to once in a blue moon will suddenly talk to me bcos of my pm. It's from that Korean (I made a mistake) song. Eh it's quite addictive, give it a try and listen.
I want nobody nobody but youuuuuu hahaha
3.11.2009
3.10.2009
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GH for most parts of today, I finally cut my hair!
My sister is desperately happy (yes desperately) for Thurs.
Feel like they're going for some match making session.
I wanted to blog abt smth but with them distracting me so much I can't concentrate.
Eme looks so cute trying to play the drums and for once, she looks harmless.
Sharm's over and now they're all singing to Livin' On A Prayer including my mom.
I'm laughing at them tell me they're Bon Jovi.
Hahahahahha sometimes I feel like I'm in a circus.
My sister is desperately happy (yes desperately) for Thurs.
Feel like they're going for some match making session.
I wanted to blog abt smth but with them distracting me so much I can't concentrate.
Eme looks so cute trying to play the drums and for once, she looks harmless.
Sharm's over and now they're all singing to Livin' On A Prayer including my mom.
I'm laughing at them tell me they're Bon Jovi.
Hahahahahha sometimes I feel like I'm in a circus.
3.08.2009
On days like these
"I want nobody nobody but you"
No it don't mean anything. It's just a jap gay song that I overheard in Bkk wherever I went and a new song that I'm partially hooked onto.
Thanks ah Eme
I wonder what I should do for my 18th bday. Should I have a party or should I just skip that and.. I don't knw. But firstly, I........... Need to cut my hair. If I was stick thin, there wouldn't be any difference between the mop and I.
No it don't mean anything. It's just a jap gay song that I overheard in Bkk wherever I went and a new song that I'm partially hooked onto.
Thanks ah Eme
I wonder what I should do for my 18th bday. Should I have a party or should I just skip that and.. I don't knw. But firstly, I........... Need to cut my hair. If I was stick thin, there wouldn't be any difference between the mop and I.
Happy 21st!
It's my sister's 21st bday today.. Happy bday, you.
Hahahaha I'm sorry I knw you really dont like but you seriously do look like her.
Pls don't hate me for that, I've been a good sister to you 0:) (Even though I didnt open the door for you at 4am. But hello? I was slping!)
Zouk was cancelled bcos everyone was feeling tired.
So now I'm bored, msn's being a real bitch (again).
I wanted to watch HSM3 except that the disc I bought from BKK.. turned out to be The Sopranos (Wtf).
Ok maybe I'd just watch online instead..
P.S. Play on Thurs, anyone?
P.P.S. I need an additonal wiimote
P.P.P.S I dont even knw if this p.p.p.s exists. Omg I'm going to work at a skate shop tmr!
(I just realized I have alot of brackets in this post)
Hahahaha I'm sorry I knw you really dont like but you seriously do look like her.
Pls don't hate me for that, I've been a good sister to you 0:) (Even though I didnt open the door for you at 4am. But hello? I was slping!)
Zouk was cancelled bcos everyone was feeling tired.
So now I'm bored, msn's being a real bitch (again).
I wanted to watch HSM3 except that the disc I bought from BKK.. turned out to be The Sopranos (Wtf).
Ok maybe I'd just watch online instead..
P.S. Play on Thurs, anyone?
P.P.S. I need an additonal wiimote
P.P.P.S I dont even knw if this p.p.p.s exists. Omg I'm going to work at a skate shop tmr!
(I just realized I have alot of brackets in this post)
2.28.2009
2.27.2009
"Hi ma, meet Grace"
Today morning was so sucky cos at 830, electricity from my house was cut off.
No leh, the monthly bills are being paid for. It's just them doing smth to smth.. and then at 1300, I realize.. No electricity= no power= no computer= no design
Holland V for tattoo was impromptuly changed back to the previous one that I went to.
V and C distracted me from the pain pretty well.
Can't believe I was abt to tell C.. "Omg I need to see you before I leave"
I'm currently at Starbucks with a bloodied white shirt waiting for the queen ofcrawlies. Ok la not that serious.. But the part whr my shoulder is at of the shirt has blood stains.
Not shiok that I have to sling my havarsack. Wonder how ppl hang it sometimes, we have 2 shoulders for a reason y'knw?
Shit time is running out, I still need to buy travel insurance, pack luggage, change money!?!?!?!?
But first of all, what am I going to say to my mom abt my new tat.
How abt...
"Hi ma, meet Grace"
No leh, the monthly bills are being paid for. It's just them doing smth to smth.. and then at 1300, I realize.. No electricity= no power= no computer= no design
Holland V for tattoo was impromptuly changed back to the previous one that I went to.
V and C distracted me from the pain pretty well.
Can't believe I was abt to tell C.. "Omg I need to see you before I leave"
I'm currently at Starbucks with a bloodied white shirt waiting for the queen of
Not shiok that I have to sling my havarsack. Wonder how ppl hang it sometimes, we have 2 shoulders for a reason y'knw?
Shit time is running out, I still need to buy travel insurance, pack luggage, change money!?!?!?!?
But first of all, what am I going to say to my mom abt my new tat.
How abt...
"Hi ma, meet Grace"
2.26.2009
2.25.2009
2.23.2009
What a small world
Not that I didn't knw that already, I just didn't realize that it would be That small.
I feel like everyone I want to talk to knows I need to study that's why they're not online or maybe it's also the fact that I am stuck at home with the need to study and the rest (except a poor soul who unfortunately has virus in her computer) are out having fun.
My room has a slping spell. I can't read my notes without having the urge to lie on my bed and slp............
Anyway, I knw hardly anyone reads this but I need opinions even if it's just one more. So, whoever you are, if YOU're reading this, shoulder blade, or back for a tattoo?
I feel like everyone I want to talk to knows I need to study that's why they're not online or maybe it's also the fact that I am stuck at home with the need to study and the rest (except a poor soul who unfortunately has virus in her computer) are out having fun.
My room has a slping spell. I can't read my notes without having the urge to lie on my bed and slp............
Anyway, I knw hardly anyone reads this but I need opinions even if it's just one more. So, whoever you are, if YOU're reading this, shoulder blade, or back for a tattoo?
2.22.2009
One of a kind
Still can't but I'm getting around.
Gah, my sore throat is getting worse and there's rain!!!!!!!!
Good things (f0r me) come absolutely at the wrong time.. I just want to go play in the rain..
Got home at 630, woke up at 12, ate and read newspapers then went back to slp. Im currently lying on my bed typing all these. What a horrible sight, my room's in a total mess that I am in desperate need to clear it up. My mind's got a huge hole that whatever I study, it leaks out.
One two or maybe more facts remain. But.. Fuck?
Still can't believe.
Gah, my sore throat is getting worse and there's rain!!!!!!!!
Good things (f0r me) come absolutely at the wrong time.. I just want to go play in the rain..
Got home at 630, woke up at 12, ate and read newspapers then went back to slp. Im currently lying on my bed typing all these. What a horrible sight, my room's in a total mess that I am in desperate need to clear it up. My mind's got a huge hole that whatever I study, it leaks out.
One two or maybe more facts remain. But.. Fuck?
Still can't believe.
two man show101
I'm at Ry's and I'm desperate for water.
But I cant step out without risking banging into the chairs.
I CAN'T FIND THE LIGHT SWITCH IN THE KITCHEN and I can't find the cups.
I found the kettle and I was almost sure that it would be scalding hot... And yet I don't knw what prompted me to touch it but thank God, it was just fine.
My throat's getting worse, I'm going back to studying now.
On a side note,
I'm a human living a robotic lifestyle.. But with a little smth to be happy abt now :)
But I cant step out without risking banging into the chairs.
I CAN'T FIND THE LIGHT SWITCH IN THE KITCHEN and I can't find the cups.
I found the kettle and I was almost sure that it would be scalding hot... And yet I don't knw what prompted me to touch it but thank God, it was just fine.
My throat's getting worse, I'm going back to studying now.
On a side note,
I'm a human living a robotic lifestyle.. But with a little smth to be happy abt now :)
2.21.2009
G
It's comforting to knw that even though we don't talk so much.. You're still here/there for me 24/7. What you told me earlier came as a surprise and for a moment, I thought you typed in the wrong convo. Haha I'm sorry I didn't reply bcos I was aslp.. But what I really want to say is, a big thank you. You've got me whenever wherever you need me too
:)
:)
2.20.2009
Are you beginning to get my point?
I swear the only thing keeping me alive right now is the trip next week.
But I hope I don't get bombed/torn apart/be held hostage.
10mins before I handed in my paper, anything and everything was inside my head except the answer to the question.
WHAT'S DISPOSABLE INCOME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!
I am almost ready to greet supp paper...
I've been having very weird dreams, really really weird ones that when I wake up, I lay in bed for a while and think abt whether it really happened and what if it did.
I'm going to play some GH (Guitar hero, not general hospital) for a while before I go for a run to relax and then, study. Or maybe I'd drop by C's place. Whichever, whatever.
But I hope I don't get bombed/torn apart/be held hostage.
10mins before I handed in my paper, anything and everything was inside my head except the answer to the question.
WHAT'S DISPOSABLE INCOME!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!
I am almost ready to greet supp paper...
I've been having very weird dreams, really really weird ones that when I wake up, I lay in bed for a while and think abt whether it really happened and what if it did.
I'm going to play some GH (Guitar hero, not general hospital) for a while before I go for a run to relax and then, study. Or maybe I'd drop by C's place. Whichever, whatever.
2.18.2009
A perfect way to save the environment
says:
*she called me and asked me where i was
*and i was like i just woke up
*ahaha
*and i pretended i wasnt going to meet her again
*then i bought flowers for her and put it on the doorstep
Birdney Spears says:
*wow
*youre so cheesy
*(Y)
says:
*lol
Birdney Spears says:
*you are a diehard romantic
says:
*i did it to all my girlfriends tho
*LOLLLLL
*i did it --
*then --
Birdney Spears says:
*THAT RECYCLES ALL YR IDEAS
*she called me and asked me where i was
*and i was like i just woke up
*ahaha
*and i pretended i wasnt going to meet her again
*then i bought flowers for her and put it on the doorstep
Birdney Spears says:
*wow
*youre so cheesy
*(Y)
says:
*lol
Birdney Spears says:
*you are a diehard romantic
says:
*i did it to all my girlfriends tho
*LOLLLLL
*i did it --
*then --
Birdney Spears says:
*THAT RECYCLES ALL YR IDEAS
No dogs allowed
Plan to meet M: successful but we were both late for an hour
Plan to watch Changeling : successful
Plan to study: epic fail
Barely 5 mins into reading notes, I had to go. And now, I am lacking every form of motivation to touch my study notes. I can hear the guitar hero calling me from my living room.
That choc muesli is so addictive, I haven't stopped snacking on it ever since I came back.
I said I would disappear for a while from the cyber world but Obviously, I failed.
On the other hand, things have been going quite smoothly for me..
I really can't wait forrrrrrrrrrr .... . . . . . . ......... BeeKayKay!
Plan to watch Changeling : successful
Plan to study: epic fail
Barely 5 mins into reading notes, I had to go. And now, I am lacking every form of motivation to touch my study notes. I can hear the guitar hero calling me from my living room.
That choc muesli is so addictive, I haven't stopped snacking on it ever since I came back.
I said I would disappear for a while from the cyber world but Obviously, I failed.
On the other hand, things have been going quite smoothly for me..
I really can't wait forrrrrrrrrrr .... . . . . . . ......... BeeKayKay!
2.16.2009
Exams, what exams?
Y'knw I've been looking at horoscopes recently.. And I think it is really quite true.
Haha but I weren't looking at mine.
Today is quite significant for me bcos..
I sent my phone for repair today and currently, I'm using a very lousy Samsung phone that helps me waste msges by sending blank ones to anybody that texts me. (hahaha nah thats not the reason why it's significant)
I Finally went to church after 3 months. And I think churches have some sort of a sleeping spell.
I always, Always, fall aslp. Unless I'm doing smth else other than just listening alone.
Oh, I am hooked onto a new song.
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just ignore all this present tense
Anw, all thanks to my sister's new camera, we spent sometime jumping by the roadside last night just trying to catch the right... uh, position? I don't knw how to say. But it was funny and tiring just trying to capture the right moment.
Capture the moment... .. I want to get a polaroid camera.
Ohwell.
Here's how my past late nights have been. ..
We're all gathered infront of the tv.
I'd be drumming away, my sister will be 'strumming' away and my mom will sing..
"RUNNING THRU THE MONSOON BEYOND THE WORLD TIL' THE END OF TIME.."
Later..
"WHOAH! we're halfway there.. WHOAH! We're living on a prayer!"
Hahahaha yeah, what exams were you saying, again?
Haha but I weren't looking at mine.
Today is quite significant for me bcos..
I sent my phone for repair today and currently, I'm using a very lousy Samsung phone that helps me waste msges by sending blank ones to anybody that texts me. (hahaha nah thats not the reason why it's significant)
I Finally went to church after 3 months. And I think churches have some sort of a sleeping spell.
I always, Always, fall aslp. Unless I'm doing smth else other than just listening alone.
Oh, I am hooked onto a new song.
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just ignore all this present tense
Anw, all thanks to my sister's new camera, we spent sometime jumping by the roadside last night just trying to catch the right... uh, position? I don't knw how to say. But it was funny and tiring just trying to capture the right moment.
Capture the moment... .. I want to get a polaroid camera.
Ohwell.
Here's how my past late nights have been. ..
We're all gathered infront of the tv.
I'd be drumming away, my sister will be 'strumming' away and my mom will sing..
"RUNNING THRU THE MONSOON BEYOND THE WORLD TIL' THE END OF TIME.."
Later..
"WHOAH! we're halfway there.. WHOAH! We're living on a prayer!"
Hahahaha yeah, what exams were you saying, again?
2.14.2009
I prefer things to have a proper ending
.. And that was just a form of closure.
Right after I told M and the rest that it was Friday the 13th.. My favorite largest waterbottle of all times dropped and broke and spilled water on to my laptop bag and the adapter for the computer.
After that I shut up abt the Friday shit and my day went pretty fine.
I was saying so much lyrics earlier (for them to guess what song) while walking home with sister & co that I think I got energized and came home and played guitar hero so here I am now.
Just thought I should probably update this space abit before I disappear for a while to mug my lifeeeee away.
Exams are next week and I behave like.. Exams? What exams?
I need to go slp now, Suwati and maplewood l8r.
I wonder if my brother is going to celebrate Vday with his boyfriend..
Haha, ok. Happy Valentine's Day, anyone that even reads this.
Right after I told M and the rest that it was Friday the 13th.. My favorite largest waterbottle of all times dropped and broke and spilled water on to my laptop bag and the adapter for the computer.
After that I shut up abt the Friday shit and my day went pretty fine.
I was saying so much lyrics earlier (for them to guess what song) while walking home with sister & co that I think I got energized and came home and played guitar hero so here I am now.
Just thought I should probably update this space abit before I disappear for a while to mug my lifeeeee away.
Exams are next week and I behave like.. Exams? What exams?
I need to go slp now, Suwati and maplewood l8r.
I wonder if my brother is going to celebrate Vday with his boyfriend..
Haha, ok. Happy Valentine's Day, anyone that even reads this.
2.13.2009
To me, you are perfect
I hope you're fine.
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I'm so slpy but I have the sudden urge to... Stay up tonight and then go to sch l8r.
Ah fuck, my aircon's leaking again.
...
Ok then again, I shall postpone that urge to saturday night.
Pls pray that Eme's mom will suddenly say yes ok and then I'd have a room mate.
Goodnight!
-
I'm so slpy but I have the sudden urge to... Stay up tonight and then go to sch l8r.
Ah fuck, my aircon's leaking again.
...
Ok then again, I shall postpone that urge to saturday night.
Pls pray that Eme's mom will suddenly say yes ok and then I'd have a room mate.
Goodnight!
2.12.2009
Never understand
I'm fine. I just wonder if it's normal for a married couple to always be quarreling over the slightest/stupidest thing.
I hate it when I wake up in the morning and I hear.. instead.
It is unnecessary and it just makes me want to get out of the house quick.
Thats what commitment does to anybody, it spoils every good thing.
On a very much lighter note, my guitar hero is working now. And I paid only $20 for the servicing.
Whoooo yay and.. I think my mom just gave me the green light.
I'm better than fine now. Me is happy :)
I hate it when I wake up in the morning and I hear.. instead.
It is unnecessary and it just makes me want to get out of the house quick.
Thats what commitment does to anybody, it spoils every good thing.
On a very much lighter note, my guitar hero is working now. And I paid only $20 for the servicing.
Whoooo yay and.. I think my mom just gave me the green light.
I'm better than fine now. Me is happy :)
2.11.2009
2.10.2009
Tonight,
The silliest and the stupidest ideas my friends can come up with is retarded enough to make history.
I don't knw why the hell I'm still awake when I've got sch at 9.
Tmr's Suwati day and Timbre.
I've been making plans for my upcoming holidays and I really hope it goes well.
Wha, I behave like exams are over.
1241 and I feel my stomach growling.
Oh the sky is clear enough tonight for the stars to be seen. And, the moon is incredibly. Bright.
Hahahaha I don't knw why I said that, not that any of you are reading it right now now now.
Ok shh. I'm heading off to bed so.
Goodnight and sweet dreams, You.
.. is the night we break our tradition.
I don't knw why the hell I'm still awake when I've got sch at 9.
Tmr's Suwati day and Timbre.
I've been making plans for my upcoming holidays and I really hope it goes well.
Wha, I behave like exams are over.
1241 and I feel my stomach growling.
Oh the sky is clear enough tonight for the stars to be seen. And, the moon is incredibly. Bright.
Hahahaha I don't knw why I said that, not that any of you are reading it right now now now.
Ok shh. I'm heading off to bed so.
Goodnight and sweet dreams, You.
.. is the night we break our tradition.
2.09.2009
Go watch Benjamin Button
“We were meant to lose people. How else would we know how important they are?”
2.08.2009
2.07.2009
Yay, it's raining
Listen to...
Never ready to leave by Sherwood.
Came back from Bugis not that long ago.. Attempted to buy berms but I left with anything and everything instead of the actual thing that I initially wanted to buy.
I'm seated in my living room, waiting for my sister to jog finish so we can go.. Watch that movie.
The only reason why I didn't tag along is bcos I'm too lazy to change out of my clothes.
It felt like.. It was just yesterday I was listening to Prettiest Friend on my laptop.
I wonder how you do that, teach me?
Ok, my sister is back!
Never ready to leave by Sherwood.
Came back from Bugis not that long ago.. Attempted to buy berms but I left with anything and everything instead of the actual thing that I initially wanted to buy.
I'm seated in my living room, waiting for my sister to jog finish so we can go.. Watch that movie.
The only reason why I didn't tag along is bcos I'm too lazy to change out of my clothes.
It felt like.. It was just yesterday I was listening to Prettiest Friend on my laptop.
I wonder how you do that, teach me?
Ok, my sister is back!
Cos you're losing anyway
I ran in the rain today and it felt really good.
But I think it's causing me to burn up now.
And my guitar hero. Just. Won't. Work.
OK. It's the eve of my psycho test and I'm still digressing here.
How I wish you were here, D.
I've ran out of things to say and I don't knw if I should even have any to begin with.
But I think it's causing me to burn up now.
And my guitar hero. Just. Won't. Work.
OK. It's the eve of my psycho test and I'm still digressing here.
How I wish you were here, D.
I've ran out of things to say and I don't knw if I should even have any to begin with.
2.06.2009
1. The very reason why she fell in love with you could just be the very reason why she's going to be out of it
2. I miss you, you you you you and you.
3. "I know it's wrong but I don't mind"
Maybe... I'd do a tattoo just before I head off to anywhere.
I had the sudden urge to pick up a cigarette but, nah.
I must quit digressing.
Quit quit quit quit quit!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Steph! Yeah okkk make yrself freeeee. Hopefully by then my guitar heroes would be working... You can come by my place and play! :)
2. I miss you, you you you you and you.
3. "I know it's wrong but I don't mind"
Maybe... I'd do a tattoo just before I head off to anywhere.
I had the sudden urge to pick up a cigarette but, nah.
I must quit digressing.
Quit quit quit quit quit!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Steph! Yeah okkk make yrself freeeee. Hopefully by then my guitar heroes would be working... You can come by my place and play! :)
2.05.2009
The Theif
Projects.. Presentations are finally over and done with for this sem.
Can't wait for exams to come and end.
I found a new and beautiful place to run to but then when I ran there this afternoon, I found out it was populated by those foreign workers and the only reason I didn't realize earlier.. Was bcos I ran there at night.
But it is still going to be the place I'm going to run to for a while.
I want to buy that nike earphones, new clothes, watch a movie, get a new tattoo, leave this place..
Can't wait for exams to come and end.
I found a new and beautiful place to run to but then when I ran there this afternoon, I found out it was populated by those foreign workers and the only reason I didn't realize earlier.. Was bcos I ran there at night.
But it is still going to be the place I'm going to run to for a while.
I want to buy that nike earphones, new clothes, watch a movie, get a new tattoo, leave this place..
2.03.2009
Not anything you should know of
Hi there, whoever you are.
I doubt anybody but you reads this anymore but I need an outlet.
Gah, I'm feeling really horrible today.
My stomach is all queasy, I really feel like puking.
I bought guitar heroes ytd and it doesn't work.
Ah, I really need a run.
I doubt anybody but you reads this anymore but I need an outlet.
Gah, I'm feeling really horrible today.
My stomach is all queasy, I really feel like puking.
I bought guitar heroes ytd and it doesn't work.
Ah, I really need a run.
My name is Birdney
OK I decided to stay here bcos, I can't think of a better name.
And.. I'm not ready to move from this space?
So Hi, again.
And.. I'm not ready to move from this space?
So Hi, again.
1.18.2009
I'm fine, I just dont cry, I run.
I was typing quite a bit then I hit backspace.
Thinking that I should probably move away from this space as well.
Thinking that I should probably move away from this space as well.
1.17.2009
I knw she'd be reading this
It's sad that things have to turn out this way, again.
Everybody expected but nobody knew what was going to be happen.
They warned me and yet I still went ahead. I was hoping that maybe.. It'd be different.
At least I tried.
So they say.. There will always be a better one. I'm not doubtful of that, but like I said it before to my friend, it's just for this moment, this particular someone is all I see.
Everybody expected but nobody knew what was going to be happen.
They warned me and yet I still went ahead. I was hoping that maybe.. It'd be different.
At least I tried.
So they say.. There will always be a better one. I'm not doubtful of that, but like I said it before to my friend, it's just for this moment, this particular someone is all I see.
1.15.2009
How has 2009 been?
Mine was going quite well..
Maybe I Was thinking too much, but I don't think I am right now.
Kinda had an argument with my mom last night over a stupid table which left me all hungry cos I refused to admit I was hungry so she'd cook.
And this morning, I hate it when she uses the past or the Bible or what the pastor says.
I Knw what they say but you don't hafta use them just to say how I should be listening to you.
And I hate it when she uses the guilt to make you do things.
I love my mom but I just don't like what she does sometimes.
You knw?
It's just like how you love someone without actually being in love.
I realized that the songs I listen to on my playlist roughly describes what I'm thinking/feeling.
Ok maybe I realize that long ago but I just didn't mention it, not that it matters..
I am bored so I will tell the world what I did in sch today.
I spent half an hour doing relaxing exercises in psych class, the next half hour analysing how stress I am and then class ended, time to go home.
Had an impromptu moment and headed down to Vivo, D joined me.
Got books and looked around for lighters and cushions.
Anyone knws whr I can find engraving services?
2008 has been a good year but I don't want 2009 to be just like it.
I want smth better... Can I?
Maybe I Was thinking too much, but I don't think I am right now.
Kinda had an argument with my mom last night over a stupid table which left me all hungry cos I refused to admit I was hungry so she'd cook.
And this morning, I hate it when she uses the past or the Bible or what the pastor says.
I Knw what they say but you don't hafta use them just to say how I should be listening to you.
And I hate it when she uses the guilt to make you do things.
I love my mom but I just don't like what she does sometimes.
You knw?
It's just like how you love someone without actually being in love.
I realized that the songs I listen to on my playlist roughly describes what I'm thinking/feeling.
Ok maybe I realize that long ago but I just didn't mention it, not that it matters..
I am bored so I will tell the world what I did in sch today.
I spent half an hour doing relaxing exercises in psych class, the next half hour analysing how stress I am and then class ended, time to go home.
Had an impromptu moment and headed down to Vivo, D joined me.
Got books and looked around for lighters and cushions.
Anyone knws whr I can find engraving services?
2008 has been a good year but I don't want 2009 to be just like it.
I want smth better... Can I?
1.14.2009
I have this sudden urge to do away with the table, the desktop in my room.
Have abit more walking space, I feel like having cushions.
I want to paint this part of my room that has alot of horrible pencil drawings I've been dying to get rid.
Soon soon.. And I should also start thinking of ways I can psycho my mother to do away the thing in my room,
It's taking so much spacee.
Haha I knw my bed is taking the most space but it's currently the nicest part of my room to be in.
And I'm fine, thanks Em. :)
Have abit more walking space, I feel like having cushions.
I want to paint this part of my room that has alot of horrible pencil drawings I've been dying to get rid.
Soon soon.. And I should also start thinking of ways I can psycho my mother to do away the thing in my room,
It's taking so much spacee.
Haha I knw my bed is taking the most space but it's currently the nicest part of my room to be in.
And I'm fine, thanks Em. :)
Run
I am fine, really. For now at least.
Just not in the best of moods.
Don't knw whr I should be, what I should be doing right now.
I'm feeling abit jumpy. Don't knw if there is anything wrong with me.
Feels like someone is going to die when in actual fact, nobody really is.
Or at least, not for now..
Time to be really impulse. Don't knw when my chance will go.
It's now or never?
Bet nobody understands (except Ann maybe) what the hell I'm talking abt.
I'd be back with a happier post, promise.
Just not in the best of moods.
Don't knw whr I should be, what I should be doing right now.
I'm feeling abit jumpy. Don't knw if there is anything wrong with me.
Feels like someone is going to die when in actual fact, nobody really is.
Or at least, not for now..
Time to be really impulse. Don't knw when my chance will go.
It's now or never?
Bet nobody understands (except Ann maybe) what the hell I'm talking abt.
I'd be back with a happier post, promise.
1.12.2009
Déjà vu
Don't knw what I should be saying now.. I don't like what I've been thinking lately.
Time passed so fast, can't believe the results are getting released tmr.
Feels like just ytd I was still trying to teach chemistry.
Sch tmr.. Dread it.
AH V, you reading this? If you are, I need to borrow yr scanner again.
Ok, Msn's telling me to go slp now by being the biggest bitch.
So goodnight!
Time passed so fast, can't believe the results are getting released tmr.
Feels like just ytd I was still trying to teach chemistry.
Sch tmr.. Dread it.
AH V, you reading this? If you are, I need to borrow yr scanner again.
Ok, Msn's telling me to go slp now by being the biggest bitch.
So goodnight!
1.11.2009
Do I sound happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've not been updating for a while and I'm updating now at such a fast speed purely for YOU (STEPHANIE CARROLL)
I'm so bored now and I haven't taken a shower since I came back home. I'm glued to the floor.
I went ice skating today and fell flat on my butt.
Caught bedtime stories, bumped into V and friend.
I want to get 2 storybooks. I want.. A getaway?
Haha no, don't think so much.
Ok, my parents are back from Genting.
Gotta be .. Suwati? (is this how you spell babE? haha) tmr
This is my attempt at a happy post bcos I was asked to post one sad and one happy post.
Been really busy for the past week but I'm the same, fine. Just maybe darker.
I'm so bored now and I haven't taken a shower since I came back home. I'm glued to the floor.
I went ice skating today and fell flat on my butt.
Caught bedtime stories, bumped into V and friend.
I want to get 2 storybooks. I want.. A getaway?
Haha no, don't think so much.
Ok, my parents are back from Genting.
Gotta be .. Suwati? (is this how you spell babE? haha) tmr
This is my attempt at a happy post bcos I was asked to post one sad and one happy post.
Been really busy for the past week but I'm the same, fine. Just maybe darker.
1.05.2009
See you soon
For a moment, it felt like we weren't just talking abt him anymore.
Today was just a lazy sunday whr I spent my hours walking at the park while brainstorming on what slogan I should give Britain.
Feels quite weird not going to church but I'm getting used to it. Even my mom stopped asking.
But One fine Sunday, I'd find myself there again.
Oh I decided not to sell my itouch in the end.
Got sentimental value alr la, cant bear to sell it away.
So sorry Amanda!
Wha time passed so fast. I've been listening to the same songs for 2 weeks now.
17songs on repeat mode wherever I go, whatever I do.
It's also played when I'm drifting off to slp.
Amazing.
And.. I'm still trying to give Britain a good enough slogan.
Today was just a lazy sunday whr I spent my hours walking at the park while brainstorming on what slogan I should give Britain.
Feels quite weird not going to church but I'm getting used to it. Even my mom stopped asking.
But One fine Sunday, I'd find myself there again.
Oh I decided not to sell my itouch in the end.
Got sentimental value alr la, cant bear to sell it away.
So sorry Amanda!
Wha time passed so fast. I've been listening to the same songs for 2 weeks now.
17songs on repeat mode wherever I go, whatever I do.
It's also played when I'm drifting off to slp.
Amazing.
And.. I'm still trying to give Britain a good enough slogan.
1.04.2009
Hi Ner there's nothing wrong with my itouch. It's just me that wants to change for smth new. ...
I am so slpy now but I am far from home.
I am still at my brother's place waiting for my dad to come pick me up.
I've got to be at amk hub at 10 tmr morning.
I'm not complaining bcos it was supposed to be 7.
I can foresee this coming week to be busy.
So many deadlines I've got to meet.
Can't wait for my end sem hols.
1.03.2009
I think I'm about the worst sibling alive.
My sister's friends called me on new year's morning asking me whr is she.
Apparently, a guy sent my sister home and she didn't answer any calls.
SO they thought.........
Anw I said I'd check if she was at home.
But I fell aslp straight after that.
Last night, there was a report about the fire at one of the nightclubs in BKK.
Think. My brother. Party animal. Currently in BKK. Didn't answer any phone call.
My mom nearly went to the MOF..
And I hardly gave it a thought.
It's quite funny actually if you think abt it, but let's say if all that happened...
Wha whr's Ann's head? Touchwood!
My sister's friends called me on new year's morning asking me whr is she.
Apparently, a guy sent my sister home and she didn't answer any calls.
SO they thought.........
Anw I said I'd check if she was at home.
But I fell aslp straight after that.
Last night, there was a report about the fire at one of the nightclubs in BKK.
Think. My brother. Party animal. Currently in BKK. Didn't answer any phone call.
My mom nearly went to the MOF..
And I hardly gave it a thought.
It's quite funny actually if you think abt it, but let's say if all that happened...
Wha whr's Ann's head? Touchwood!
12.31.2008
2008? 2009?
2008 has been rather good to me.
It's the year that I came to realize that the 4 friends that I went to jail (sch la haha) with, are friends that are there for me no matter what happens.
It's the year that I'm now good friends with ppl I didn't think I would talk again.
It's the year I found new friends that I didn't think I would click initially.
It's the year I found you too.
Now, if there's a new year resolution I should make, it'd be to stay out of my shell.
It's the year that I came to realize that the 4 friends that I went to jail (sch la haha) with, are friends that are there for me no matter what happens.
It's the year that I'm now good friends with ppl I didn't think I would talk again.
It's the year I found new friends that I didn't think I would click initially.
It's the year I found you too.
Now, if there's a new year resolution I should make, it'd be to stay out of my shell.
12.29.2008
Not emo
Today is just bleak.
I went from being the latest to arrive in class to the only failure, to nearly spraining my ankle just bcos I wasn't focusing whr I was walking.
I found myself looking at my watch then my phone and my watch then my phone more than 10 times.
Now, the only thing that I'm looking forward to tonight is.. The chinese show.
I knw I told you not to but I just wish you could have given me some answers.
Bcos this thing you're doing... It's never going to end.
Unless..
I went from being the latest to arrive in class to the only failure, to nearly spraining my ankle just bcos I wasn't focusing whr I was walking.
I found myself looking at my watch then my phone and my watch then my phone more than 10 times.
Now, the only thing that I'm looking forward to tonight is.. The chinese show.
I knw I told you not to but I just wish you could have given me some answers.
Bcos this thing you're doing... It's never going to end.
Unless..
12.27.2008
I had a weird dream abt rats
And.. I got bitten really really hard by one
Yay D is back and I've been meeting her 2 days in a row. Today will be the 3rd.
Did I mention that I did not stay over at my own slumber party that I hosted with Eme in the end.. Yeah they called me sucker.
Visited Ann's jail last night with D and we had highly alcoholic eggnog.
Played wii and then D's eye started getting infected.
(Note to Ann: start cleaning up yr rooooom)
Sch's starting soon and I'm really behind in my painting which I intend to finish tmr.
I'm going to be Mariah at my brother's place first.
Dont laugh, my 4hours pay is most probably the same as yr 8 hours.
-
Why do I have the feeling that smth like that happened while you were with me.
Y'knw, it'd be easier if you said you were just playing.
Yay D is back and I've been meeting her 2 days in a row. Today will be the 3rd.
Did I mention that I did not stay over at my own slumber party that I hosted with Eme in the end.. Yeah they called me sucker.
Visited Ann's jail last night with D and we had highly alcoholic eggnog.
Played wii and then D's eye started getting infected.
(Note to Ann: start cleaning up yr rooooom)
Sch's starting soon and I'm really behind in my painting which I intend to finish tmr.
I'm going to be Mariah at my brother's place first.
Dont laugh, my 4hours pay is most probably the same as yr 8 hours.
-
Why do I have the feeling that smth like that happened while you were with me.
Y'knw, it'd be easier if you said you were just playing.
12.25.2008
Merry Xmas- I thought today was Friday
For the past few Christmas, I'd get up the earliest in my family and wake everyone up to open up the presents.
This year... We opened it at 12midnight. My whole family plus my brother's gf.
It was fun, and the Christmas spirit finally arrived.
Dinner started at like 10plus, and we ate till 1120 then I played Wii with my brother-in-law.
I am so happy my itouch isn't naked anymoreeeeeeee
OH D CAME BACK ALR!!!!!
SHE CALLED ME WHEN SHE CAME BACK.
She was in the same flight as my brother-in-law. OK I am going to just call him bil. So tiring to type out his whole entire.. I dont knw.
Later... I'd be going to Bukit Timah Hill with Eme and maybe watch Twilight and have our slumber party.
You see, I may have been upset but I've got my family and friends that make up for it.
In fact, they make up for more.
And yes, Steph, I'd try to listen to your advice.
I hope you're not dead bcos you're not replying me online.
So anyway, I hope all of you will enjoy this day.
Merry Xmas!
This year... We opened it at 12midnight. My whole family plus my brother's gf.
It was fun, and the Christmas spirit finally arrived.
Dinner started at like 10plus, and we ate till 1120 then I played Wii with my brother-in-law.
I am so happy my itouch isn't naked anymoreeeeeeee
OH D CAME BACK ALR!!!!!
SHE CALLED ME WHEN SHE CAME BACK.
She was in the same flight as my brother-in-law. OK I am going to just call him bil. So tiring to type out his whole entire.. I dont knw.
Later... I'd be going to Bukit Timah Hill with Eme and maybe watch Twilight and have our slumber party.
You see, I may have been upset but I've got my family and friends that make up for it.
In fact, they make up for more.
And yes, Steph, I'd try to listen to your advice.
I hope you're not dead bcos you're not replying me online.
So anyway, I hope all of you will enjoy this day.
Merry Xmas!
12.24.2008
So sorry but this is like the 3rd post for today.
It's been raining since morning and I'm so bored waiting for time to pass.
I was feeling abit ------- (I dont knw how to describe) till I read ry's blog.
Fucking funny haha ok maybe it's just me.
AND RY, OMG I HAD INDIGESTION FROM EATING THE FOOD LAST NIGHT.
zzzzz
I was so irritated with my brother picking on presents... Then later he said, I am very lucky this year.
Ha ha ha ha ha.
Ok, happy christmas eve! I think I'm going to flood my blog.
It's been raining since morning and I'm so bored waiting for time to pass.
I was feeling abit ------- (I dont knw how to describe) till I read ry's blog.
Fucking funny haha ok maybe it's just me.
AND RY, OMG I HAD INDIGESTION FROM EATING THE FOOD LAST NIGHT.
zzzzz
I was so irritated with my brother picking on presents... Then later he said, I am very lucky this year.
Ha ha ha ha ha.
Ok, happy christmas eve! I think I'm going to flood my blog.
On a Christmas eve,
Steph ♥ says:
OK GO CHANGE YOUR FONT TO GREEN!!!
hurry!
Birdney Spears says:
OK
Steph ♥ says:
done?
Birdney Spears says:
is yrs red
HAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHA
Thats us trying to feel all christmas-y
I'm sorry but even though I've got quite alot of activities that I'm looking forward to, I still can't feel the christmas spirit.
It must be the rain.
So rain pls go away, so I can go for a run to clear my mind.
OK GO CHANGE YOUR FONT TO GREEN!!!
hurry!
Birdney Spears says:
OK
Steph ♥ says:
done?
Birdney Spears says:
is yrs red
HAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHA
Thats us trying to feel all christmas-y
I'm sorry but even though I've got quite alot of activities that I'm looking forward to, I still can't feel the christmas spirit.
It must be the rain.
So rain pls go away, so I can go for a run to clear my mind.
1 more thing to look forward to in the next 48 hours..
Cos,
In less than 24 hours..
D IS COMING BACK!!!!!!
In less than 24 hours..
D IS COMING BACK!!!!!!
12.23.2008
This time last year, I was most probably working.
I wonder what will happen next year cos I am certain I didn't expect anything like that last year.
Anw...
I've got Bleakmas l8r (which I'm so dead for bcos I am hell sure I'd be recognized almost immediately), my own family one's tmr and slumber party the day after.
3 parties in a row..
Christmas still Is my most favorite time of the year.
Eme, are we still going to watch twilight/yes man and trek bukit timah hill!!!!!!
Better say yes.
If not.... Haha
I wonder what will happen next year cos I am certain I didn't expect anything like that last year.
Anw...
I've got Bleakmas l8r (which I'm so dead for bcos I am hell sure I'd be recognized almost immediately), my own family one's tmr and slumber party the day after.
3 parties in a row..
Christmas still Is my most favorite time of the year.
Eme, are we still going to watch twilight/yes man and trek bukit timah hill!!!!!!
Better say yes.
If not.... Haha
Decode
Then again, if you meant everything you said.. I wonder how you're feeling.
Empty?
I'm starting to believe now that I've been living a lie.
One week ago, you were here with me.
Today, we're as good as strangers.
I understand how it feels to have what was held so dear to the heart taken away just like that.
I fight for what I want but I'm not the type that will ask you back if you're alr someone else's.
Empty?
I'm starting to believe now that I've been living a lie.
One week ago, you were here with me.
Today, we're as good as strangers.
I understand how it feels to have what was held so dear to the heart taken away just like that.
I fight for what I want but I'm not the type that will ask you back if you're alr someone else's.
12.21.2008
So what if you said I made this different.
The thought of what might have happened when I received a msg at 6 was enough to kill me.
I'm sure you meant everything you said to me but, that was then. Right?
Ppl change, feelings change.
Have no doubt, you're still different to me in every way you could be.
You're sorry.
And I'm sorry too.
I might cry but, how will you knw?
Now that you two can finally be together, just stay.
At least, for her sake, be decisive and don't sway.
The thought of what might have happened when I received a msg at 6 was enough to kill me.
I'm sure you meant everything you said to me but, that was then. Right?
Ppl change, feelings change.
Have no doubt, you're still different to me in every way you could be.
You're sorry.
And I'm sorry too.
I might cry but, how will you knw?
Now that you two can finally be together, just stay.
At least, for her sake, be decisive and don't sway.
12.20.2008
All too familiar...
You see I can't say I knew or expected this to happen bcos I really really didn't see this coming.
It was only for that moment that I foresaw what might happen and felt that way.
Life isn't bleak.
I just make it to be. So I will not.
My laptop is doing fine now!
I am so happy.
Thank you to all that bothered to come for my party..
I'm so sorry for being sucha bad host.
And, happy bday Candice!
:)
It was only for that moment that I foresaw what might happen and felt that way.
Life isn't bleak.
I just make it to be. So I will not.
My laptop is doing fine now!
I am so happy.
Thank you to all that bothered to come for my party..
I'm so sorry for being sucha bad host.
And, happy bday Candice!
:)
12.12.2008
12.10.2008
Wtf?
I threw my phone on my bed, it bounced off my laptop to my wall and landed somewhr.
Ok I don't really care abt the phone bcos it's just a house phone....
But now... My laptop screen cracked. No not cracked.
It just has this weird image.
Omg... It was returned to me not That long ago from repair.
Now I'm going to have to send back for repair. Again.
OMG WHY SO DUMB!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Ok I don't really care abt the phone bcos it's just a house phone....
But now... My laptop screen cracked. No not cracked.
It just has this weird image.
Omg... It was returned to me not That long ago from repair.
Now I'm going to have to send back for repair. Again.
OMG WHY SO DUMB!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
12.09.2008
Hi all,
She won't be around bcos she's going away for a holiday in Europe.
Skype? Thats if she brings her laptop and even then, doubt she'd be skyping on a Christmas day in Europe.
I would gladly fly over if I have money to buy the return air ticket.
I should prolly go learn acrobatics, or whatever is that called, from those China ppl that has turned Orchard road into a freak pasar malam.
Bcos then, I might have a higher possibility to fit into her pocket. Ok la don't be so ambitious.. Luggage?
Skype? Thats if she brings her laptop and even then, doubt she'd be skyping on a Christmas day in Europe.
I would gladly fly over if I have money to buy the return air ticket.
I should prolly go learn acrobatics, or whatever is that called, from those China ppl that has turned Orchard road into a freak pasar malam.
Bcos then, I might have a higher possibility to fit into her pocket. Ok la don't be so ambitious.. Luggage?
12.07.2008
I want..
Boxers
Berms
Shoes (slip ons.. sneakers..)
Slippers
Shirts, T-shirts..
Skin for itouchhhh
It feels like most don't really have a whole long wishlist bcos they alr have what they want, or can get it themselves or smth.
I can't think of anything else bcos.. I have almost everything well except one last thing.
If anybody can think of a way (and it actually works) that I can spend at least one second (cos I don't ask for that much) of christmas day with my girlfriend, I will gladly give up everything I asked above and will give you anything that you want and I can afford.
Really.
Berms
Shoes (slip ons.. sneakers..)
Slippers
Shirts, T-shirts..
Skin for itouchhhh
It feels like most don't really have a whole long wishlist bcos they alr have what they want, or can get it themselves or smth.
I can't think of anything else bcos.. I have almost everything well except one last thing.
If anybody can think of a way (and it actually works) that I can spend at least one second (cos I don't ask for that much) of christmas day with my girlfriend, I will gladly give up everything I asked above and will give you anything that you want and I can afford.
Really.
Irony
I had dinner earlier with my family plus my brother's girlfriend.
The whole dinner felt like an irony.
And I don't knw if I was being sarcastic without the intention of being that way...
Dinner was good nonetheless.
I never laughed so much at a dinner table with my family, it was an unintended joke.
I'm getting really good at self-entertaining.
Christmas... is coming. And I don't knw how it's going to be.
I wonder if the difference starts from me cos it feels different somehow.
I can't quite put my finger at whether it's good or bad.
Ok, I still have tests coming up.
I NEED TO STUDY.
C'mon, motivate me abit.
ANW to those that asked me abt my wishlist.. Hang on for abit. I'd post it up.. Tmr.
The whole dinner felt like an irony.
And I don't knw if I was being sarcastic without the intention of being that way...
Dinner was good nonetheless.
I never laughed so much at a dinner table with my family, it was an unintended joke.
I'm getting really good at self-entertaining.
Christmas... is coming. And I don't knw how it's going to be.
I wonder if the difference starts from me cos it feels different somehow.
I can't quite put my finger at whether it's good or bad.
Ok, I still have tests coming up.
I NEED TO STUDY.
C'mon, motivate me abit.
ANW to those that asked me abt my wishlist.. Hang on for abit. I'd post it up.. Tmr.
12.03.2008
Thats my girl
Things are mostly still the same... Except that now whenever someone asks me, 'Are you guys together now?' I don't have to go one big round trying to explain the status then. I can just answer straight to the point now.
And, I can't ask for more.
( :
And, I can't ask for more.
( :
11.30.2008
Time to change bedsheet!
Tmr... I'd swim during my break and then in the evening, I'd go for a run.
I need to get back in shape.
I'm alone at home on a Sunday evening.
Feel so slpy.. We should all turn in to bed early tonight.
Not only has the week passed so fast.. the year 2008 too.
Christmas is coming.
Strange but, I can't feel the spirit of it yet.
Ok whatever. Time to change bedsheet!
Hihi!
I need to get back in shape.
I'm alone at home on a Sunday evening.
Feel so slpy.. We should all turn in to bed early tonight.
Not only has the week passed so fast.. the year 2008 too.
Christmas is coming.
Strange but, I can't feel the spirit of it yet.
Ok whatever. Time to change bedsheet!
Hihi!
11.29.2008
Hihi!
If there's only person that can have friday blues, it'd be me.
I was so slpy in the morning, the blues were written all over my face.
I can't rmb what I've been doing for the past week..
I rmb having a conversation with my mother about a sister that I almost forgot she existed..... It's been so long since I saw her or talked at all.
My goggle marks are back.
Holidays are coming in 2 weeks or so..
My parents are going Genting again next week..
Zzzz.
I happily talked just now and the squares got burnt.
Haiya aiya yayayayayayaya.
I feel like lying on my bed all day.
hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi
I was so slpy in the morning, the blues were written all over my face.
I can't rmb what I've been doing for the past week..
I rmb having a conversation with my mother about a sister that I almost forgot she existed..... It's been so long since I saw her or talked at all.
My goggle marks are back.
Holidays are coming in 2 weeks or so..
My parents are going Genting again next week..
Zzzz.
I happily talked just now and the squares got burnt.
Haiya aiya yayayayayayaya.
I feel like lying on my bed all day.
hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi
11.23.2008
Sweeeeet
I'm sorry but.. I can't help it when everytime her name is brought up, I'd feel :S.
Whatever it is, now I knw what happened. And I appreciate the honesty and really, thank you bcos you've taken a load off my mind.
I'm sorry you had to deal with my insecurities.
It'd fade away.
Everything's going to be better than okay.
I wanted to say.. When I see you. But apparently, I just texted you.
So yeh.
Goodnight ppl, I'm going to smile to slp.
Hahahahaha
Whatever it is, now I knw what happened. And I appreciate the honesty and really, thank you bcos you've taken a load off my mind.
I'm sorry you had to deal with my insecurities.
It'd fade away.
Everything's going to be better than okay.
I wanted to say.. When I see you. But apparently, I just texted you.
So yeh.
Goodnight ppl, I'm going to smile to slp.
Hahahahaha
11.20.2008
11.15.2008
I...
Am slowly getting my voice back (or at least I choose to think so)
Miss my lappie.
Miss Ry and intend to slack at Frolick later
Feel like communicating with hand signs today
Feel like slping again...................................
:S
Miss my lappie.
Miss Ry and intend to slack at Frolick later
Feel like communicating with hand signs today
Feel like slping again...................................
:S
11.12.2008
Whatever you like
Tmr, die also must go to sch.
Need to do a few things and.. pass my classmate his book.
I ate 7meatballs today and had difficulties differentiating pork and beef.
Bcos......... even though I only dont like pork.. I seldom eat beef.
So both are like foreign to me. Haha!
I knw You're reading this, so..
Hi ____ (you can fillintheblanks)
I dont knw how exactly you want to be called here.
I'm sorry I'm a magnet for family members but I had fun ^^
I'm speechless. Like, literally. Like, cannot talk.
And like, my mother wont stop talking to me now....
Ok like, Now I'm coughing.
Haha like, am I annoying anybody yet.
Need to do a few things and.. pass my classmate his book.
I ate 7meatballs today and had difficulties differentiating pork and beef.
Bcos......... even though I only dont like pork.. I seldom eat beef.
So both are like foreign to me. Haha!
I knw You're reading this, so..
Hi ____ (you can fillintheblanks)
I dont knw how exactly you want to be called here.
I'm sorry I'm a magnet for family members but I had fun ^^
I'm speechless. Like, literally. Like, cannot talk.
And like, my mother wont stop talking to me now....
Ok like, Now I'm coughing.
Haha like, am I annoying anybody yet.
11.11.2008
11.09.2008
happy achy tired happy sorethroat-y and, happy
November has been pretty good for me.
How abt you? (:
Hold on tight, I'll hold on too
How abt you? (:
Hold on tight, I'll hold on too
11.07.2008
Sch sch sch
In sch now.. With a weird feel in my stomach.
Im looking at a classmate that wears a beanie with singlet.
It's only 45mins into sch.....
4 more hours more till sch ends!
O's are ending! Excited? ^^
Im looking at a classmate that wears a beanie with singlet.
It's only 45mins into sch.....
4 more hours more till sch ends!
O's are ending! Excited? ^^
11.05.2008
I'd be your secret if you'd be mine
"you two are like finishing each other's sentences"
"and there is always comfort in familiarity"
I thought nobody will read this but obviously, I'm wrong.
HAHA ok not that it really matters..
I should... go away.
"and there is always comfort in familiarity"
I thought nobody will read this but obviously, I'm wrong.
HAHA ok not that it really matters..
I should... go away.
11.04.2008
What's Christmas without..
First, Domo said she isn't going to be in town for my most favorite time of the year.
Then my dad said that I can't have a party.
Now.....
:(
Then my dad said that I can't have a party.
Now.....
:(
11.03.2008
I'm just someone there to help you fill in the blanks
Hi Steph! I didn't skip sch. I think yr part time hobby is to read up ppl's sex life and go all EEEEW and then continue reading. Haha!
Hi Charis, what nov bring you!?!?
Hi Gayhubby!
-
I said I'd black out when I go to bed ytd right?
Apparently, I took abt an hour to do just that.
And even then, I got up at 0505 to stare at the wall before falling back aslp 10mins later till it was time for sch.
:(
Sch was ok today even though I had my usual monday blues.
I thought mine was quite bad till I met my friend (Yes you M haha)
BUT its ok, everything went away when we (or rather I) started playing neopets during lect.
Just a tiny note to you, Steph. SINCE you'd be VERY free after O's, maybe you can put "play neopets" in yr to-do list............. HAHA
Hi Charis, what nov bring you!?!?
Hi Gayhubby!
-
I said I'd black out when I go to bed ytd right?
Apparently, I took abt an hour to do just that.
And even then, I got up at 0505 to stare at the wall before falling back aslp 10mins later till it was time for sch.
:(
Sch was ok today even though I had my usual monday blues.
I thought mine was quite bad till I met my friend (Yes you M haha)
BUT its ok, everything went away when we (or rather I) started playing neopets during lect.
Just a tiny note to you, Steph. SINCE you'd be VERY free after O's, maybe you can put "play neopets" in yr to-do list............. HAHA
From Ry's lj:
Bird and I were too bored at my place.. and this guy who added me on skype talked to me again -_- so she... took over the keyboard and I played along too LOOK AT THE CONVO IT IS FUCKING FUNNY AND CLICK THE FUCKING LINK
ks_tan
11:53 AM
hihi
Bleakie
11/2/08 4:27 PM
hihihihihihihihi
ks_tan
4:27 PM
might to intro?
me 23 from penang
male\
u?
Bleakie
4:34 PM
me 55 from inda
ks_tani
4:34 PM
male ? female?
Bleakie
4:34 PM
i am gul
ks_tan
4:34 PM
ooo
Bleakie
4:34 PM
wad you daing now
ks_tan
4:34 PM
now where r u?
Bleakie
4:35 PM
on my bad
ks_tan
4:35 PM
rubbing my cock
Bleakie
4:35 PM
me too
(HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF)
ks_tan
4:35 PM
u got cock?
Bleakie
4:35 PM
bigger dan my mather ane
HAHAHAHAHA WTF WTFTWF
ks_tan
4:35 PM
u got pic?
Bleakie
4:35 PM
hav
ks_tan
4:36 PM
so hard
(-_-)
send me can?
Bleakie
4:36 PM
so hot
my umpit
(LMAO)
ks_tan
4:36 PM
send me ur pic to see see
Bleakie
4:37 PM
cun
ks_tan
4:37 PM
let me see la
Bleakie
4:37 PM
i it my carry paff first
ks_tan
4:38 PM
wat?
Bleakie
4:38 PM
i it mie carry paf fist
(LMAFOAOX)
i shuw u
my photu
from 10 ears ago
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/3/38/Indian_Woman_with_bindi.jpg
(MUST CLICK THIS FUCKING LINK AH)
india nut mach camra
HAHAHAHAHA AND HE STOPPED TALKING FINALLY OMG HAHAHAHAH LAGGIE BEST
Bird and I were too bored at my place.. and this guy who added me on skype talked to me again -_- so she... took over the keyboard and I played along too LOOK AT THE CONVO IT IS FUCKING FUNNY AND CLICK THE FUCKING LINK
ks_tan
11:53 AM
hihi
Bleakie
11/2/08 4:27 PM
hihihihihihihihi
ks_tan
4:27 PM
might to intro?
me 23 from penang
male\
u?
Bleakie
4:34 PM
me 55 from inda
ks_tani
4:34 PM
male ? female?
Bleakie
4:34 PM
i am gul
ks_tan
4:34 PM
ooo
Bleakie
4:34 PM
wad you daing now
ks_tan
4:34 PM
now where r u?
Bleakie
4:35 PM
on my bad
ks_tan
4:35 PM
rubbing my cock
Bleakie
4:35 PM
me too
(HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF)
ks_tan
4:35 PM
u got cock?
Bleakie
4:35 PM
bigger dan my mather ane
HAHAHAHAHA WTF WTFTWF
ks_tan
4:35 PM
u got pic?
Bleakie
4:35 PM
hav
ks_tan
4:36 PM
so hard
(-_-)
send me can?
Bleakie
4:36 PM
so hot
my umpit
(LMAO)
ks_tan
4:36 PM
send me ur pic to see see
Bleakie
4:37 PM
cun
ks_tan
4:37 PM
let me see la
Bleakie
4:37 PM
i it my carry paff first
ks_tan
4:38 PM
wat?
Bleakie
4:38 PM
i it mie carry paf fist
(LMAFOAOX)
i shuw u
my photu
from 10 ears ago
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/3/38/Indian_Woman_with_bindi.jpg
(MUST CLICK THIS FUCKING LINK AH)
india nut mach camra
HAHAHAHAHA AND HE STOPPED TALKING FINALLY OMG HAHAHAHAH LAGGIE BEST
Happy bday steph!
I finally met you after............ Months.
Great meeting you earlier even though it was really really impromptu.
Hope you enjoy yr bday!
Ok if you're even reading this, All the best for yr SS!
Had lotsa fun today but I will blog abt it tmr.
I am very very tired.
I swear I'd black out later.
Have been having 6hours or less slp everyday for the past week.
Sch's at 9 l8r.
Good luck to me!
I finally met you after............ Months.
Great meeting you earlier even though it was really really impromptu.
Hope you enjoy yr bday!
Ok if you're even reading this, All the best for yr SS!
Had lotsa fun today but I will blog abt it tmr.
I am very very tired.
I swear I'd black out later.
Have been having 6hours or less slp everyday for the past week.
Sch's at 9 l8r.
Good luck to me!
11.01.2008
Sept/Oct
I wonder if any of you came into contact with yr ex during those two months.
I bumped into mine quite a few times. More than the times I bump into her in sch for the whole of last year.
She said we were too drained to date somebody after one another and I agreed.
It took me quite a while to get by the whole thing.
I'm still quite afraid of commitment even if it's wearing off at a time it really shouldn't be.
You knw how yr other half always expects smth from you?
I'm terrified of not being able to meet up to expectations.
I am afraid of that. I knw the feeling of disappointment so I don't want to be the reason why anybody else should be feeling that way.
We agreed to meet next year? Haha it was such a random decision from her 2years ago.
And I honestly don't knw what we'd do when we meet.
I don't knw if it's me or that she can't really look at me in the eye or that she just don't look at the person beside the person she's talking to.
Or maybe she just prefers to look at one person and only talk to one and, only wave bye to one.
So if we're already like that before we even meet up alone..
I think I should bring my laptop. Apparently I think we talk better online.
Then again, maybe I'm just sensitive. And maybe she looked at me when I looked away.
^^
Hello Nov.
Pls bring smth better for me, thank you.
I bumped into mine quite a few times. More than the times I bump into her in sch for the whole of last year.
She said we were too drained to date somebody after one another and I agreed.
It took me quite a while to get by the whole thing.
I'm still quite afraid of commitment even if it's wearing off at a time it really shouldn't be.
You knw how yr other half always expects smth from you?
I'm terrified of not being able to meet up to expectations.
I am afraid of that. I knw the feeling of disappointment so I don't want to be the reason why anybody else should be feeling that way.
We agreed to meet next year? Haha it was such a random decision from her 2years ago.
And I honestly don't knw what we'd do when we meet.
I don't knw if it's me or that she can't really look at me in the eye or that she just don't look at the person beside the person she's talking to.
Or maybe she just prefers to look at one person and only talk to one and, only wave bye to one.
So if we're already like that before we even meet up alone..
I think I should bring my laptop. Apparently I think we talk better online.
Then again, maybe I'm just sensitive. And maybe she looked at me when I looked away.
^^
Hello Nov.
Pls bring smth better for me, thank you.
10.31.2008
A leopard never changes its spots
It's just a different person each time but it's the same cycle.
Can't believe I can get hooked on HSM songs.....
Haha ok whatever.
Happy halloween everyone!
Can't believe I can get hooked on HSM songs.....
Haha ok whatever.
Happy halloween everyone!
10.29.2008
10.28.2008
10.27.2008
10.26.2008
Have been playing neopets for the past 2 nights
6000+ np alr and my acc got frozen bcos I stupidly logged into my acc using 2 different internet browsers.
Like one was logged in using google chrome and the other was logged in using internet explorer.
6000+ np gone like that......................
Now I need to wait for hours again to play Wheel of Excitement.
I feel like I might fall sick.
I had blocked nose last night and I'm sneezing nonstop now
It's a Sunday afternoon.
I've been seeing V for the past 3days.
Told you that there was smth good from all of that bcos now I am hanging out with all of you guys more often than ever.
6000+ np alr and my acc got frozen bcos I stupidly logged into my acc using 2 different internet browsers.
Like one was logged in using google chrome and the other was logged in using internet explorer.
6000+ np gone like that......................
Now I need to wait for hours again to play Wheel of Excitement.
I feel like I might fall sick.
I had blocked nose last night and I'm sneezing nonstop now
It's a Sunday afternoon.
I've been seeing V for the past 3days.
Told you that there was smth good from all of that bcos now I am hanging out with all of you guys more often than ever.
10.24.2008
aihtync:] : HI haha I am not in french class! I crashed yr lecture and yes I knw I took up yr space. Sorry!
mycalendargirl: HAHAHA I can try? But I might be very wrong in my pronunciation and all that.
matt/eme: Yeah I get what you mean... haha! See you soon k! maybe this sat :D
-
I came back not that long ago and lied down on my bed.
My mom joined me. I told her abt what I did today..
She was quite upset that I took some form of alcohol even though it was just red wine.
She went on abt brain damage and all that.
Been thru this kind of situation one too many time, I remained calm or rather I had no other choice bcos I was rather tired.
We remained silent for a while before she said smth abt my pastor mentioning abt how we should honour our parents.....
Hahaha I asked her to stop beating round the bush and just go straight to the point..
We talked and I guess I somehow knw what she's thinking now?
I told her abt my dad. She knws that he is always wanting to talk to us and it Always happen at the wrong time. I mentioned abt.. how he always talked abt how he's not going to be here forever and I hafta be sensible.
He told me all that when I was barely 12. I rmb how I'd always hold back my tears when he talked abt how he's not going to be there.. I ended up praying every night then that my parents will live forever with good health.
I don't knw if it's just an excuse but I feel that that's the reason why I don't want to talk to my dad now whenever he calls me.
Don't knw how that conversation ended up with me rolling on to her and snuggling up to her while she kinda held me.
It was funny bcos I looked at her wondering how come she was flat chested.
Then I asked if she was wearing bra. HAHA SHE SHY AND TURN AROUND DONT WANNA FACE ME ALR OK. CANT BELIEVE MY MOTHER DID THAT, I JUST KEPT LAUGHING.
...
I just read what I typed a few sentences above, it's as if I'm talking abt a lover. HAHA it's just my mom ok. I'm not into incest.. Even though we were all talking abt it earlier.
Imagine if I kissed my brother. Omg EEW?
Time passed really fast today..
I was supposed to go to sch but I skipped it and headed out for a movie.
It was a morbid show with a crude sense of humour.
Headed down to quarubar after dinner.
It was good? With the liveband and all that. But I honestly can't hear what C was saying, and I had to make up half of what she said.
Had fun and now I'm really really sleepy.
Have a conclusion that 11:11 wishes absolutely dont come true at all.
Even if it did, it'd just be taken away from you after that.
(Note: just a conclusion)
mycalendargirl: HAHAHA I can try? But I might be very wrong in my pronunciation and all that.
matt/eme: Yeah I get what you mean... haha! See you soon k! maybe this sat :D
-
I came back not that long ago and lied down on my bed.
My mom joined me. I told her abt what I did today..
She was quite upset that I took some form of alcohol even though it was just red wine.
She went on abt brain damage and all that.
Been thru this kind of situation one too many time, I remained calm or rather I had no other choice bcos I was rather tired.
We remained silent for a while before she said smth abt my pastor mentioning abt how we should honour our parents.....
Hahaha I asked her to stop beating round the bush and just go straight to the point..
We talked and I guess I somehow knw what she's thinking now?
I told her abt my dad. She knws that he is always wanting to talk to us and it Always happen at the wrong time. I mentioned abt.. how he always talked abt how he's not going to be here forever and I hafta be sensible.
He told me all that when I was barely 12. I rmb how I'd always hold back my tears when he talked abt how he's not going to be there.. I ended up praying every night then that my parents will live forever with good health.
I don't knw if it's just an excuse but I feel that that's the reason why I don't want to talk to my dad now whenever he calls me.
Don't knw how that conversation ended up with me rolling on to her and snuggling up to her while she kinda held me.
It was funny bcos I looked at her wondering how come she was flat chested.
Then I asked if she was wearing bra. HAHA SHE SHY AND TURN AROUND DONT WANNA FACE ME ALR OK. CANT BELIEVE MY MOTHER DID THAT, I JUST KEPT LAUGHING.
...
I just read what I typed a few sentences above, it's as if I'm talking abt a lover. HAHA it's just my mom ok. I'm not into incest.. Even though we were all talking abt it earlier.
Imagine if I kissed my brother. Omg EEW?
Time passed really fast today..
I was supposed to go to sch but I skipped it and headed out for a movie.
It was a morbid show with a crude sense of humour.
Headed down to quarubar after dinner.
It was good? With the liveband and all that. But I honestly can't hear what C was saying, and I had to make up half of what she said.
Had fun and now I'm really really sleepy.
Have a conclusion that 11:11 wishes absolutely dont come true at all.
Even if it did, it'd just be taken away from you after that.
(Note: just a conclusion)
10.22.2008
I am so proud of myself having being able to drag myself out of bed and to sch despite only having... <6 hours of slp.
I think I'm having insomnia.
I tried to slp at... 1230 and finally got to slp at only 130.
And I feel like I'm having anxiety attacks (ok la not that serious), I keep waking up.
I thought I heard my phone make a beep sound..
I got up earlier than the time I was supposed to.
Oh but my star stayed up with me longer last night, it did not even collapse even when it was morning
Psych and French today.
Im going to take colour and composition as an additional subject?
Im currently at Esplanade library, waiting for my sister to come meet me.
My stomach is growling like fuck and I'm quite sure she'd only be here at 8.
:(
They say..... Food is the way to a man's heart
How abt songs?
I think I'm having insomnia.
I tried to slp at... 1230 and finally got to slp at only 130.
And I feel like I'm having anxiety attacks (ok la not that serious), I keep waking up.
I thought I heard my phone make a beep sound..
I got up earlier than the time I was supposed to.
Oh but my star stayed up with me longer last night, it did not even collapse even when it was morning
Psych and French today.
Im going to take colour and composition as an additional subject?
Im currently at Esplanade library, waiting for my sister to come meet me.
My stomach is growling like fuck and I'm quite sure she'd only be here at 8.
:(
They say..... Food is the way to a man's heart
How abt songs?
10.20.2008
To those that hate the rain, it's my fault.
Heaven is crying for me bcos I'm so sad that sch has started.
I'm sorry.
As if I really needed to know that this is all about jinxing it, my friend brought that up earlier.
And then they talked abt karma.....
Hahaha, thanks.
My parents are going Genting again tonight. For once, I want to go.
I'm going to walk away now.
Heaven is crying for me bcos I'm so sad that sch has started.
I'm sorry.
As if I really needed to know that this is all about jinxing it, my friend brought that up earlier.
And then they talked abt karma.....
Hahaha, thanks.
My parents are going Genting again tonight. For once, I want to go.
I'm going to walk away now.
We were talking abt karma a few days back.
The more I think, the more I start to agree that this is all just karma.
And the more I think, the more I start to see that.. I probably jinxed it.
And this is so sad, bcos when you're happy you can't say it out otherwise you might just jinx it.
It's like... Bad to feel happy.
Bad bad bad.
I should just feel sad now.
Then maybe I'd jinx it and feel happy.
Make sense? HAHA!
Haiya I'd quit thinking so much and just run till my legs break. It's halfway there.
Schhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(
The more I think, the more I start to agree that this is all just karma.
And the more I think, the more I start to see that.. I probably jinxed it.
And this is so sad, bcos when you're happy you can't say it out otherwise you might just jinx it.
It's like... Bad to feel happy.
Bad bad bad.
I should just feel sad now.
Then maybe I'd jinx it and feel happy.
Make sense? HAHA!
Haiya I'd quit thinking so much and just run till my legs break. It's halfway there.
Schhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(
I didn't knw kindergarten teaches you that.. if you're a girl, you wear dress. If you're a boy, you wear shorts.
My kindergarten teacher didn't teach me that and that's probably why I'm not as girly as I should be. Yes no? Haha
I can still rmb my mother being very angry and pulled me out of kindegarten bcos my teacher threw my book on the floor when all I did was, colouring the pictures.
Sch's really starting >:(
I'm going off to bed now.
And yeah, okay, I'd do what you say then.
My kindergarten teacher didn't teach me that and that's probably why I'm not as girly as I should be. Yes no? Haha
I can still rmb my mother being very angry and pulled me out of kindegarten bcos my teacher threw my book on the floor when all I did was, colouring the pictures.
Sch's really starting >:(
I'm going off to bed now.
And yeah, okay, I'd do what you say then.
10.19.2008
Thinking it was the sound for the race to start, I charged.
I felt the adrenaline, thinking I was about to win since there were nobody else ahead, but no, I just had a false start.
And now I need to go back and start over.
I can't win, bcos the other is here longer hence more experience and knws how to go abt it.
And yet, I feel as though... If I don't move and stay put till the right time, I might just win after all.
Then again, I never get anything right.
My biological clock is still screwed.
Sch is starting on Monday and I'm so tempted to just skip sch alr :(
Met up with V, C and Vic at Cityhall.
I laughed till my legs turned jelly and squatted near the roadside just to laugh.
My chrysanthenum flower from V died tragically with no dignity left.
All the petals flew in all direction bcos we were busy smacking each other with it.
Even the stalk broke into 2.
Headed down to Frolick after dinner to sit there and type.
Eme came, played and I cycled the bicycle home.
I thought of all ways I could die while cycling.
And I think if I didn't watch out for this retarded taxi driver, he would have freaking bang into me.
Fucker, That particular way of dying wasn't in my list of possibilities.
Speaking of taxis, I lost my ezlink card in one of them ytd.
Bleeeeeeeeeeee-ak.
I shouldn't have let my sister sleep in the same room as me.
Her snore can kill. Maybe I should kick her and let her roll off the bed...
Then again it won't work. If anybody were to roll off, it'd be me since I'm not slping next to the wall.
And if anybody were to be injured tonight, it'd be me once again bcos I'm slping on the bed that is halfway to doom.
My star had a longer life last night. It stayed till I got up and left my room.
Hopefully it never drops ^^
Bcos the only thing I thought I got it right, it went wrong.
I felt the adrenaline, thinking I was about to win since there were nobody else ahead, but no, I just had a false start.
And now I need to go back and start over.
I can't win, bcos the other is here longer hence more experience and knws how to go abt it.
And yet, I feel as though... If I don't move and stay put till the right time, I might just win after all.
Then again, I never get anything right.
My biological clock is still screwed.
Sch is starting on Monday and I'm so tempted to just skip sch alr :(
Met up with V, C and Vic at Cityhall.
I laughed till my legs turned jelly and squatted near the roadside just to laugh.
My chrysanthenum flower from V died tragically with no dignity left.
All the petals flew in all direction bcos we were busy smacking each other with it.
Even the stalk broke into 2.
Headed down to Frolick after dinner to sit there and type.
Eme came, played and I cycled the bicycle home.
I thought of all ways I could die while cycling.
And I think if I didn't watch out for this retarded taxi driver, he would have freaking bang into me.
Fucker, That particular way of dying wasn't in my list of possibilities.
Speaking of taxis, I lost my ezlink card in one of them ytd.
Bleeeeeeeeeeee-ak.
I shouldn't have let my sister sleep in the same room as me.
Her snore can kill. Maybe I should kick her and let her roll off the bed...
Then again it won't work. If anybody were to roll off, it'd be me since I'm not slping next to the wall.
And if anybody were to be injured tonight, it'd be me once again bcos I'm slping on the bed that is halfway to doom.
My star had a longer life last night. It stayed till I got up and left my room.
Hopefully it never drops ^^
Bcos the only thing I thought I got it right, it went wrong.
10.18.2008
I was afraid that if I hadn't left so quickly.. You would have saw right thru me.
-
Hihi, I woke up today thinking that my feet was shining.
Hahaha no it was actually just the star that dropped from the ceiling and near my feet.
So anw, I was so excited abt it last night, I was showing it to everyone that talked to me.
I managed to stick it back up just now, I hope it won't drop again bcos I spent the last half an hour jumping up and down on my bed trying to stick it onto the ceiling.
You knw how tiring it is? I knw I run alot but jumping up and down at this hour when you should be slping is not that easy.
Fucking internet taking so long to load, I'd just go off to bed alr.
Goodnight world.
-
Hihi, I woke up today thinking that my feet was shining.
Hahaha no it was actually just the star that dropped from the ceiling and near my feet.
So anw, I was so excited abt it last night, I was showing it to everyone that talked to me.
I managed to stick it back up just now, I hope it won't drop again bcos I spent the last half an hour jumping up and down on my bed trying to stick it onto the ceiling.
You knw how tiring it is? I knw I run alot but jumping up and down at this hour when you should be slping is not that easy.
Fucking internet taking so long to load, I'd just go off to bed alr.
Goodnight world.
10.17.2008
I've got.. so much things to say but I won't.
-
Oh, sch's starting next week.
Got my timetable.. It doesn't suck that much.
Quite happy with it. I already decided what days I intend to skip.
Ok wait, I shouldn't.
I can't describe how today started.
I woke up at 630 and then 830 then 1030.
Headed out to run and bumped into an Indian policeman..
It was all weird, weird weird.
Anw my name is Beth and I study Mass Comm in Tp.
Ikea with C today.
I wasn't in the mood to go out actually but, I knew if I didn't take a breather outside... I would feel worse.
So! I went and tried my first meatball.
It was good hanging out with her. Don't knw what the hell we were doing except laughing over retarded things.. Whatever it is,
I bought a star :D
leflash says:
sometimes i feel you should just get hair extensions
leflash says:
and get a tutu
-
Oh, sch's starting next week.
Got my timetable.. It doesn't suck that much.
Quite happy with it. I already decided what days I intend to skip.
Ok wait, I shouldn't.
I can't describe how today started.
I woke up at 630 and then 830 then 1030.
Headed out to run and bumped into an Indian policeman..
It was all weird, weird weird.
Anw my name is Beth and I study Mass Comm in Tp.
Ikea with C today.
I wasn't in the mood to go out actually but, I knew if I didn't take a breather outside... I would feel worse.
So! I went and tried my first meatball.
It was good hanging out with her. Don't knw what the hell we were doing except laughing over retarded things.. Whatever it is,
I bought a star :D
leflash says:
sometimes i feel you should just get hair extensions
leflash says:
and get a tutu
10.16.2008
10.15.2008
10.07.2008
and when you finally get what you've always wanted, suddenly it stops being important all together.
what if i'm like that with you too? and then one day you're going to say you love me and i'm going to walk away like it didn't matter.
-Author Unknown
So.... I did not slp for the whole of ytd night.
Rushed down to ECP and tried to catch the sunrise.
Everywhere around us brightened up but there weren't any yolk to be seen.
I resorted to draw one on the sand but.. it was hopeless.
I was helpless bcos it wasn't according to plan.
And, there were the china ppl posing for the camera.
Probably having a photoshoot for the next China's FHM.
Had Macs breakfast after a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time.
Cycled down to Changi, and watched a few airplanes go by.
Cycled back and cabbed home.
Hmmm... honestly? I like days like that. Even though I only took a very very short nap before heading out again.
It's wrong of me to think I can keep you but... :S Haha
I am going off to bed now.
Let me adjust my biological clock back slowly..
Soon, I'd be back to normal.
Like how I used to be.
Like how We used to be.
what if i'm like that with you too? and then one day you're going to say you love me and i'm going to walk away like it didn't matter.
-Author Unknown
So.... I did not slp for the whole of ytd night.
Rushed down to ECP and tried to catch the sunrise.
Everywhere around us brightened up but there weren't any yolk to be seen.
I resorted to draw one on the sand but.. it was hopeless.
I was helpless bcos it wasn't according to plan.
And, there were the china ppl posing for the camera.
Probably having a photoshoot for the next China's FHM.
Had Macs breakfast after a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time.
Cycled down to Changi, and watched a few airplanes go by.
Cycled back and cabbed home.
Hmmm... honestly? I like days like that. Even though I only took a very very short nap before heading out again.
It's wrong of me to think I can keep you but... :S Haha
I am going off to bed now.
Let me adjust my biological clock back slowly..
Soon, I'd be back to normal.
Like how I used to be.
Like how We used to be.
10.04.2008
Ok, so I heard.. that I'm with Weedy now.
Let me make this clear, we're absolutely Not together.
OK?
Ok good.
I'm deciding whr I should get my tattoo and what it should be.
I've got a few ideas.. but I'm still contemplating.
My parents are going Genting tmr.. again.
Don't knw whats so nice abt there but whatever.
Trimmed my hair today with Ann.
Made mooncake earlier and it sucked.
Reason behind it?
D said it was bcos life sucked.
Hmm...
Although this holidays was my most drama one, from that blog to this and that, I'm happy that it all happened. If it hadn't, I won't be talking and getting closer to friends I never thought I would when sch ended.
So despite all the drama shit, I guess I still have smth to thank for?
^^
Let me make this clear, we're absolutely Not together.
OK?
Ok good.
I'm deciding whr I should get my tattoo and what it should be.
I've got a few ideas.. but I'm still contemplating.
My parents are going Genting tmr.. again.
Don't knw whats so nice abt there but whatever.
Trimmed my hair today with Ann.
Made mooncake earlier and it sucked.
Reason behind it?
D said it was bcos life sucked.
Hmm...
Although this holidays was my most drama one, from that blog to this and that, I'm happy that it all happened. If it hadn't, I won't be talking and getting closer to friends I never thought I would when sch ended.
So despite all the drama shit, I guess I still have smth to thank for?
^^
10.01.2008
I had the weirdest dream last night and I woke up thinking I really had that msg and checked my phone immediately.
So bleak, I feel like I'm getting confused of which is real and which is not
Got up, headed down to ECP.
Surprised C's mom.. had picnic.
Happy birthday Aunty Anne!
I've got work later..
And, I sincerely hope nobody vomits.
I'm abit tired today so if you step on the wrong foot, you're dead.
I've got so much qns in my head.. like..
WHY ARE THERE FREAKING ANTS IN MY ROOM.
So bleak, I feel like I'm getting confused of which is real and which is not
Got up, headed down to ECP.
Surprised C's mom.. had picnic.
Happy birthday Aunty Anne!
I've got work later..
And, I sincerely hope nobody vomits.
I'm abit tired today so if you step on the wrong foot, you're dead.
I've got so much qns in my head.. like..
WHY ARE THERE FREAKING ANTS IN MY ROOM.
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