My timetable don't look intimidating now, but.. in a matter of A month, I think I'd be in a panic.
Projects due one after another, it's only the first semester and I have this unspoken fear inside me. Yet I need to make this work, I cannot and won't allow myself to fail if I want to have a scholarship.
I need to push myself very hard. But one part of me is ignoring what I'm telling myself, I have this urge to just sleep thru tmr's morning.
... It's just lecture.
Grrrr.

My brother's in one of the countries in Europe.
2 rooms in my house are gonna be used for filming purposes, a show for kids central.
A close friend (i'm not sure if i can put her name..) got a tattoo today.
I'm getting mine next year on 15 apr. It has been on my mind for 2 years! The thought would have been fulfilled if I had known what design I wanted but anyway, I shall start thinking of what I wanna have on my ankle. I think ankles are nice. .. yes no? Haha
School and trgs have been nice and fun.
It's more like a playtime.

Don't doubt me, I love my family very much. But there are just times, all I wanna do is be away from them and live Anywhr else but here.

I know it's been long..
Quite a few events happened recently and I sincerely hope that my period is coming bcos I was on the verge of tears when I heard a certain someone would be leaving.
I don't want to be stuck in the same cycle.
My mom's bday and mother's day happened last/this week.
I have this weird obsession with pao now and I think my mother is more than happy to make them for me. She's so enthusiastic when it comes to things I wanna eat that's related to bread, rice whichever whatever. HAHA. She's been making them non stop, ok la, thats also bcos I've been bugging her to make different kinds of pao for me.

Awwwww, sense the mother love now? HAHA
Ok i'm kidding.
I am going to slp now, i have a longggg day tmr. Its not funny at all.
But like I told R, sch's fun fun fun fun fun. (Or so we psycho ourselves to believe hahaha)

Ni hon ga wa ka ri ma sen.
Ei go ga wa ka ri mas ka?
I can still rmb simple phrases of where is the ___ in japanese. It's quite funny bcos when I asked, I didn't understand the reply. LOL.
I've been traveling a hell lot but my mother is no better, she's currently in Bangkok. After.. uh, 1 week? from Tokyo
Anw,
It's just a brief number of photographs of there. It's nice but sometimes I feel it's overrated. And I realize why they used transparent umbrellas. The wind there is so strong, they need transparent umbrella so that they can block the wind infront of the them and be able to walk forward.
Hahaha not like sgp will ever need that la. So, this is Tokyo, Japan. ^^
Did I tell you, I bought myself Wii? hahahahahaha

I.. have no mood to blog. I am having orientation tmr and I'm thinking of reasons not to go orientations. I hate orientations, you knw? Ok, actually I'm just thinking of reasons not to get up early in the morning.
I am so upset that I blew up my Wii adapater.
Or rather, I am so upset hoping that it's the adapter that I blew up last night and not the console.

These are just less than a quarter of the pictures taken from my previous trip in Beijing and Hong Kong. We, or rather my sis, took the pictures (she's aspiring to be a photographer btw) Anyway.. let them do the talking for the time being.























Domo, V, C, D, whoever, I miss you.
And so sorry, domo, I will really buy red bean pancake if I see one ok. And bring back somemore r...wife's biscuit for you.
Till then, I'd see you guys.
Happy tahan-ing the raising temps in Sgp, I'd be chilling my ass off in TOKYO/HONGKONG ^^

I am.. trying to catch my breath here bcos I'm reading all sorts of weird things.
I still think I am a victim of apr fool's joke and YET, part of me believes what is going on. It is unbelievable.
The more they tell me, the more I am starting to doubt it actually. Hahahhaa but whatever la.
Anyway, to those that asked abt my head, it's muchhh better now. Thanks. :)
I got a hair cut recently and my fringe is.. uh, gold now.
It doesn't help at all when all I wear now is a polo shirt and berms to go wherever I go (which are heartland areas), sitting by the staircase, I am just missing one cig between my fingers to complete the image of an ahbeng.
^^v


Birdney Spears: humpty bumpty says:
this is..
Birdney Spears: humpty bumpty says:
amusement la

man... seriously, this is not shit.
This is amusement, LA.

btw, I got a job at a yogurt counter today and I'm going to work tmr. Just like that. How cool's that?

I believe my mom isn't having her period anymore but she's the one behaving like she's in hormonal distress.
I'm sorry that I am the cause of it but, I'm sure there's a better way to deal with it.
Why do I feel like the fall is sometimes a blessing in disguise (to her) than to anyone else. Ok, the blessing was to actually help me but uhhhhh.. Ohkay I don't really knw how to describe how I feel.
It's funny to think abt it that I blacked out in yoga and fell backwards and hit my head but it's absolutely not funny at all to have sleepless nights bcos I cannot slp well due to the huge bump and how I cannot go trim my hair now fearing that the hairdresser might accidentally comb onto the bump and causing me to wince and how I cannot fall aslp in the bus bcos the bus will cause me to move involuntarily and then hit my head.

Ohno.. I feel like the bump on my head is causing me to be at war with everyone else.
No, it is causing my mom to be at war with everybody else.
My mom is shouting at my manager now.
My mom shouted at the yoga place.

Ohgod Ohgod Oh Lord save me.

It's one of the worst days since the year started.
I blacked out during yoga whilst bending backwards and I have a huge bump behind my head now.
I was angry with my mother bcos there was more talk abt how irresponsible the management of the place were than the bruise on my head.
It did not help when she was raising her voice when she talked to me.
Anw, I am supposed to be very drowsy bcos I took the medicine.
My mom is going to kick up a fuss.
Ahwell.

I arrived back in sgp ytd, still feeling a tad of the waves I was experiencing the day before when I was in the boat.
I had alot of fun and I'm trying hard (can you tell?) to let whoever that reads my blog know that. But I knw I sound extremely dead and I really don't knw why.
I climbed great wall, I visited the outside of Forbidden Palace, I went into Summer palace. And I have a friend that looks like Empress Cixi. Hahahaha.
I'm so lazy to blog y'knw, but I cannot not say this.

My pastor thought I was a guy today.

I dont miss you no more

HALLLLLO im home ! from chinaaa , and hongkong .
i bet no one knew i was gone from sg -.-
so it's freeezing cold over there, i had to wear about 5 layers of clothes so that i dont freeze my ass off.
the food is fantastic with the abundance of fish and veggies :D
but really oily though, i must go for yoga soon to lose those fats. (which is pretty much non-existant, bird)

the china people are always , alwaysss spitting . like , -ew. gross.
shopping's gr8 , i bought tons of hong dou for domo ^^ HAHAAH and durians and i think i bought myself an 8G psp memory card there since it's cheaper than sg, fo' sure.

did you know, i've been trying to log into this blogger account since i left,
but i couldnt since the pw someone sent me is wrong -.- cos she decided to conjoin ALLL the words together.
i finally found out, today and uhhh, yeah.

i'd be off now, more china updates soon :O

Go away give me a chance to miss you

I have not been updating. How sure are you that I was in sgp?
I'm not going to be blogging for the next 2weeks or so, are you sure that I'd be in sgp?
It's raining and it's so cold.
And you, it's taking its toll over you ain't it.

I like exercising all by myself bcos, I have this longggg period all to myself to think what I want to do, what I plan to do, what I am going to do or abt ppl arnd me or whatever whichever whenever. Don't you think so?

Incase you don't already knw by now, I am working at a donut place. And when I finish my shift, I Reek (with a capital R) of donuts. It's disgusting, I look at my colleagues in amazement when they can still stomach some of them down. I do so many toppings for the donut that I even smell of them, I feel like one donut myself. Eew.

From now on, I am going to eat more ^^ hahaha and ironically, it'd be to lose my fats. C'mon laugh out loud.

I need to go back to sch soon to collect my leaving cert, I was too lazy to collect on the day I collected my results. And, did I tell you.. I'm in TP's culinary. HAHAHA My ex gf's ex bf is inside.



And lastly, have I mentioned how hot older woman are when they're toned? I don't knw how but they exude some kind of.. I don't really knw the right word to describe them. But my yoga instructor is.. seriously, Hot. Whhheew.

Incase you were thinking I am talking abt an ahmah with white hair, go bang yr head against the wall la.

I wanted to say so much but what's the point. I am going to earn big bucks Anyway and throw money at yr face if that's what you're always worrying. My life don't entirely depend on you.
Watch me succeed in my life bcos I'm going to.

Daryl asked me how I spent my Vday. I almost forgot what I did then.. suddenly I rmbed. I was doing yoga with my sister and my mother. HAHAHAHA.
I've got so much free time on my hands now that right now.. I am attending yoga classes regularly sometimes with the company of both my sister and mother.
I need to find a job but nobody wants to hire a golden haired male/female.
I'd have dyed my hair brown if my mom told me not to bcos I'd be wasting money and spoiling my hair. I swim and I bleached my hair, it's already double trauma. Dying it again plus I still put wax/clay... don't ask me what will happen. Cos I don't want to experience it.

My mother told me that I must watch what I say bcos she told her mother that she was going to marry a hawker and it really came true.
When she told me that, my heart almost couldn't take it bcos I told her, "Ma the indian newspaper man is my husband"
Hear me whine bcos NO, I don't wanna marry an indian man that's going to deliver newspaper (I'm.. not racist, ok?)


I'm going to make a boardgame. It'd be.. ____ and Larder.
Gimme some ideas ppl.
Ohyeah I'm sorry I didn't reply tags. But, HELLO MYCALENDARGIRL.
Should I have a tagboard and make it easy for spammers to spam my blog.
hmmmmmm.


BTW DOMO, THE DOG IS SO CUTE. (#$^*$_(^&#%

Okay I took a body fat thing and hmmm, I need to lose fats.
Yeah seriously bcos I have too much fats. And... I am at a loss at how to lose them bcos hor, I really don't knw. I exercise and I think I eat quite healthily...... actually no, I've got alot of junk at home. Ok I think I need to detox.
Eh I don't knw man.
Whatever, I want to earn so much money that when my kid or whoever ask me to buy for them smth, I won't need to reject them.
I feel suffocated.

STEPHANIE CARROLL (SPELL? HAHA) TAGGED ME TO DO THIS.


a. list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
b. tag seven people to do the same.
c. do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1.I need to shit everyday otherwise I'd be a grumpy grump
2.I mustttttttttttt eat at least 1 fruit everyday
3.When I run/swim, I only stop at a number I like for the day
4.When I'm lazy, I'm lazy, I don't move
5.I hate it when ___ talks so loudly
6.I don't like ppl pressing the doorbell
7.Don't ever wake me up unless I tell you to

the 7 ppl..
1.Tania soh ahhaha
2.Doralynn
3.whoever
4.that
5.reads
6.my
7.blog
HAHAHA

Yesterday was the worst day of the year so far.
I felt like a piece of lard, or a balloon. No.. not bcos I ate so much goodies. It's bcos I was down with a flu and my uncle gave me some medicine ppl hear it eon years ago and is currently ban ( I THINK), it resulted in my body couldn't take the medicine, and then I felt like I was going to puke but no.. I was not. I felt like I was a very big balloon. It sucks and I was quite grouchy the whole day bcos I was also down with a horrible sore throat.
Bcos I always want to bump into certain ppl at certain places and I don't get to, I've come to terms that the world isn't actually very small. But, when I saw my freaking MANAGER (BETTY) FROM BAKERZIN. SHIT OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
SHE'S MY DISTANT RELATIVE AND SHE WAS THE ONE THAT HYPERVENTILATED WHEN SHE SAW MY HAIR, SHE WENT BERSEK AND SHE COMPLAINED TO THE ONE THAT KEPT ON NAGGING AT ME. I'm sorry but her voice is really irksome, like a frog.
And I can't help it if she just refuses to look at me and wish me happy new year, I think she was quietly hoping that she can get outta the place ASAP bcos she left quite fast after I arrived. Hahahahaha.
but Dude man, I got angbao from my manager's husband. ^^
They gave $8, not bad. But I expected more from the manager. HAHA


It's a fine line between wanting to be thin and obsession.
Sometimes I feel like being an anorexic but when I look at how the obsession is taking a toll over someone so dear to me, I think, I should slap myself a thousand times for even having that thought. And incase you're worried if I'm anorexic, no. I'm not. I can safely say that I'm not, with no doubts.
^^v

So, today's the open house at my place. And I stink. Well, I didn't bathe the day before ytd bcos I was sick. I didn't bathe ytd bcos I was a balloon waiting to pop.

So naturally, I STINK and ppl are coming. Hahahahaha. Too bad, maybe I should fart wherever I go to complete the package. LOL

I'm not the type to forget about nights like this,


I baked soya pineapple tarts, my mother baked kueh bangkit.
You knw that coconut-ty biscuit that melts in yr mouth? Nvm, does anybody want tarts or that kueh bangkit? :D

I'm a happy person tonight, a really happy person tonight.
Pilates really help, not that I've went for the first trial lesson already.
I can safely say that bcos nobody (except dory) knws what the hell I'm talking abt.
Maybe the only thing I'm not very happy abt today is that domo just left for taiwan. Now I've got nobody to disturb and visit whenever I'm bored.

Hmmummmm..


And if I die in my sleep, are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be?

Okay so I smiled myself to slp last night. So?
Hahahaha.
Chinese new year is coming soon, not nice, not fun. I don't like the noise, I only like the $$
I'm hoping it wont rain or maybe I do. I wanna go swimming.
My dad's calling me and seriously man.. shhhhhhhh.

After 5days of freezing, walking, eating, shopping kowloon hongkong.
GUESS WHO'S BACK, YO! Hahaha not like you knew I was gone anw, but I don't really care right now. I'm back and I've got a job to keep myself busy with.
Whr are you domo? I got for you pancakes and yr laoPOUbing.

v^^v