I'm waiting for time to pass till 11 before I leave my house to go to ubin.
My parents dont even knw I'm going there, they're alway in genting.
My mom called last night to give both my sister and I a goodnight kiss. Awwwww :D
I think my dad must have done smth very sweet or smth, my mom is extraordinarily..... hmm. Close. HA-ha.

This is room is so hot..
So I really skip trg last night and came home to eat the oilest pasta I've ever eaten bcos there was another guy there so I am technically not the brightest lightbulb anymore.
I did not really eat the pasta bcos, I honestly really don't like it. But I tried the garlic bread and chicken.
I won't say my brother's cooking failed.... but, I think he could have done much better.
I had a hard time washing the grease off the pan. Eew.

I suddenly appreciate my mom's cooking more than ever. Speaking of whom.. THEY ARE COMING BACK TONIGHT.
Shit I behave like they went for a whole entire year when they only went for 2days.

My sister is off at my grandma's place..... my brother is at home... Lazing...


yes no maybe so? :) :| :(

Ubin ubin ubin!

I'm waiting for the cd to be ripped before I go off to bed..
I've got a new phone, N81 ( yeah I knw the model is abit old but i really like it alot!!) and.. A new lappy.
BUT unfortunately, I dropped Redish (my red psp) and it is now spoilt. It'd need 100dollars to repair them.. This is the time where I really wish $$ would just drop them from heaven literally.
Imagine if money could really drop down.... $.$ seriously..

My parents are currently at Genting, again again again. AGAIN!!!
UH, this time, they went for 2days. Normally they go for 1 day only..
:(
This is called, missing the folks syndrome.

My hands are aching, but I still don't feel like running. I had a scare of my knees behaving weirdly so from now till I arrive in Thailand, I am going to swim swim swim.

This is so random, but I don't knw how I look girly. I cannot rmb. HAHAHA.
I think I'm too ego, bcos I am not straight neither am I crooked. I don't like anyone or at least I don' think I do.
Uh, this is a sign, I love myself too much ah-ha!
I'm skipping trg tmr bcos, I wanna be home to be the brightest lightbulb at home. My brother is cooking and his gf is coming over.
Sorry la, if I don't stay home, my sister will be the brightest lightbulb. Must save her, LAH.

Done ripping, I'm going off to bed.
Ohyeah, I've kinda shifted to my brother's ex room.
My sister is too noisy for my slp

I look like a zombie now bcos there's purple mud on my face. This mud is known to help soothe the face, it's not called facial...
Oh who am I kidding. There's a facial mask on my face now. Been pretty long since I put it.

Today was an ordinary day for all of you but it was different for me. I woke up early.. to go for mini mini marathon. Hahahaha it's my first and it's a 5km race.
(All of us need to start small) I came in 3rd for my category. Seems like my legs can make a living of its own. ^^v

It's so fast, sch is reopening tmr. I was laying in bed last night, thinking, considering my options. I wonder if I should quit canoeing. Sometimes, I don't find myself up to it. Or rather, I don't feel like pushing myself too hard sometimes too. When I knw my limit, I will want to push it. I don't knw my limit yet so I don't want to push it. I knw you don't understand what I'm talking but I do.
And another downside, I don't wanna have a lightbulb shape... :(

My sister is reciting japanese phrases now.. my dad has been buying much durian.. My parents are going genting (AGAIN OMG) this thurs. For 2 days, this time. I think they got a family there that I don't knw that they're abandoning the ones they have now in sgp.

2nd of July, come quick!

I am feeling super warm now. I feel like slping.
I slept late and woke up early today for trg. It was raining so we barely did anything except to do many pushups and jumping jacks under the rain. That was our punishment bcos we disappeared without telling the captain or anybody that we went to play seesaw and dino rides. =|
Hmmm... my mom steamed pau for me last night and baked bread for cherry and I. She's scared we'd starve to death when she goes to Genting (YES, again) with my father.
I reckon they're going there before the fuel prices shoot up even higher. But I'm going to BKK next month! Yes, you got that right. Next month. Got school, I knw. But off peak and I'd only miss 1 tutorial :D
Zzzzz The only reason I'm not taking a nap right now is bcos I'm dying trying to find a hotel.

Ok. :0 im yawning.


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I thought I heard some packing of bags.. But nah, I must imagining things.
Isit bad of me as a daughter to wish that her parents are seperated.
It's not all the time that I'm like that, but on a night like this, after what we talked..
You two are better off without each other sometimes.
I feel suffocated in this place too. And we wonder why we can't live happily ever after.
If there was no love in the first place, why marry?
The reason I don't wanna marry is almost as if it's because the marraiges I see that plays a part in my life don't work as well as everybody else wants them to be.
Yeah I knw, there are always ups and downs. But why do we only rmb the downs.
I stay here, I don't knw if you knw, what you say or do, it hurts.
Am I not good enough for you that things are not how it's supposed to be.
Can you tell that I am working hard too? Why do you only see the side where I am not as good.
Indeed, we're all humans. We are all quick to judge, all quick to pinpoint the mistakes of others.
You said you failed as a wife, a mom.
Seems like despite what I've tried to do, tried to show, I've failed as yr daughter too.

I am so... slpy. I'm sitting on my bed now as I type this out.
My parents are on their way back now from Genting, I hope.
The house is pretty quiet without my mother stressing herself out in the house.
I'm really going to fall aslp in a few minutes time. The aircon is blowing my eyes close.
Went for the amazing race ytd, my team is DE best. We gave up on the first station, we were super turned off by the "The quest, the quest..." cheer. Wanna guess what our first station was about? Find 3 flowers in botanical garden and draw it. It's... not hard if we were really enthu about it. It was just that we were tired and rather more in the mood to do smth stupid so we kinda stopped. Kudos to those that finished and won the prize anw. Hahaha.
We wanted to watch a movie, but 2 of them didnt wanna watch narnia and I didnt wanna watch chocolat. Too much time was spent on deciding what we wanted to do, before we know it, we were on the bus to the finishing point to collect our goodie bags.
I was psycho-ing them to give up, it's so far.
But noo... we went and we left the place with 13 goodie bags.
We are a group of 5. We left with 13 goodie bags.
Don't look at me, I took only one 1! My team mates, they're incredible. We seperated the stuff inside, I got one that has all the milo now. Going to bring that for the rest during trg, obviously. Too much milo can kill me. Hahaha. We each took magazines and my friend took back the excess to uh, sell to garung guni. -_-

Well that aside, I sat a motorcycle home on friday night!!!!!!!!!!
It was damn cool and, dangerous la of cos. My mother was on the verge of freaking out when I told her that I sat a motorbike home. Yeah.. okay, I won't take it again. But I won't deny that it IS a fun experience. And if the dangers aren't there, I will certainly take it again. :D:D Heh heh.

The ppl that are filming at my place are wasting my time. Not that it's my brother's fault, it's the ppl. I stayed home ytd and they didn't come.
I could have gone to Paddy's party or smth but hmm. I needed to stay home.
They're coming later, they better. Otherwise.. I'd steal the laptop that is downstairs.

I've got 2 tests coming up next week. I failed my intH&T test. How did that happen? I was clueless as to what to study, I didn't go study.
Tell me how to get scholarship like that.
=(

My timetable don't look intimidating now, but.. in a matter of A month, I think I'd be in a panic.
Projects due one after another, it's only the first semester and I have this unspoken fear inside me. Yet I need to make this work, I cannot and won't allow myself to fail if I want to have a scholarship.
I need to push myself very hard. But one part of me is ignoring what I'm telling myself, I have this urge to just sleep thru tmr's morning.
... It's just lecture.
Grrrr.

My brother's in one of the countries in Europe.
2 rooms in my house are gonna be used for filming purposes, a show for kids central.
A close friend (i'm not sure if i can put her name..) got a tattoo today.
I'm getting mine next year on 15 apr. It has been on my mind for 2 years! The thought would have been fulfilled if I had known what design I wanted but anyway, I shall start thinking of what I wanna have on my ankle. I think ankles are nice. .. yes no? Haha
School and trgs have been nice and fun.
It's more like a playtime.

Don't doubt me, I love my family very much. But there are just times, all I wanna do is be away from them and live Anywhr else but here.

I know it's been long..
Quite a few events happened recently and I sincerely hope that my period is coming bcos I was on the verge of tears when I heard a certain someone would be leaving.
I don't want to be stuck in the same cycle.
My mom's bday and mother's day happened last/this week.
I have this weird obsession with pao now and I think my mother is more than happy to make them for me. She's so enthusiastic when it comes to things I wanna eat that's related to bread, rice whichever whatever. HAHA. She's been making them non stop, ok la, thats also bcos I've been bugging her to make different kinds of pao for me.

Awwwww, sense the mother love now? HAHA
Ok i'm kidding.
I am going to slp now, i have a longggg day tmr. Its not funny at all.
But like I told R, sch's fun fun fun fun fun. (Or so we psycho ourselves to believe hahaha)

Ni hon ga wa ka ri ma sen.
Ei go ga wa ka ri mas ka?
I can still rmb simple phrases of where is the ___ in japanese. It's quite funny bcos when I asked, I didn't understand the reply. LOL.
I've been traveling a hell lot but my mother is no better, she's currently in Bangkok. After.. uh, 1 week? from Tokyo
Anw,
It's just a brief number of photographs of there. It's nice but sometimes I feel it's overrated. And I realize why they used transparent umbrellas. The wind there is so strong, they need transparent umbrella so that they can block the wind infront of the them and be able to walk forward.
Hahaha not like sgp will ever need that la. So, this is Tokyo, Japan. ^^
Did I tell you, I bought myself Wii? hahahahahaha

I.. have no mood to blog. I am having orientation tmr and I'm thinking of reasons not to go orientations. I hate orientations, you knw? Ok, actually I'm just thinking of reasons not to get up early in the morning.
I am so upset that I blew up my Wii adapater.
Or rather, I am so upset hoping that it's the adapter that I blew up last night and not the console.

These are just less than a quarter of the pictures taken from my previous trip in Beijing and Hong Kong. We, or rather my sis, took the pictures (she's aspiring to be a photographer btw) Anyway.. let them do the talking for the time being.























Domo, V, C, D, whoever, I miss you.
And so sorry, domo, I will really buy red bean pancake if I see one ok. And bring back somemore r...wife's biscuit for you.
Till then, I'd see you guys.
Happy tahan-ing the raising temps in Sgp, I'd be chilling my ass off in TOKYO/HONGKONG ^^

I am.. trying to catch my breath here bcos I'm reading all sorts of weird things.
I still think I am a victim of apr fool's joke and YET, part of me believes what is going on. It is unbelievable.
The more they tell me, the more I am starting to doubt it actually. Hahahhaa but whatever la.
Anyway, to those that asked abt my head, it's muchhh better now. Thanks. :)
I got a hair cut recently and my fringe is.. uh, gold now.
It doesn't help at all when all I wear now is a polo shirt and berms to go wherever I go (which are heartland areas), sitting by the staircase, I am just missing one cig between my fingers to complete the image of an ahbeng.
^^v


Birdney Spears: humpty bumpty says:
this is..
Birdney Spears: humpty bumpty says:
amusement la

man... seriously, this is not shit.
This is amusement, LA.

btw, I got a job at a yogurt counter today and I'm going to work tmr. Just like that. How cool's that?

I believe my mom isn't having her period anymore but she's the one behaving like she's in hormonal distress.
I'm sorry that I am the cause of it but, I'm sure there's a better way to deal with it.
Why do I feel like the fall is sometimes a blessing in disguise (to her) than to anyone else. Ok, the blessing was to actually help me but uhhhhh.. Ohkay I don't really knw how to describe how I feel.
It's funny to think abt it that I blacked out in yoga and fell backwards and hit my head but it's absolutely not funny at all to have sleepless nights bcos I cannot slp well due to the huge bump and how I cannot go trim my hair now fearing that the hairdresser might accidentally comb onto the bump and causing me to wince and how I cannot fall aslp in the bus bcos the bus will cause me to move involuntarily and then hit my head.

Ohno.. I feel like the bump on my head is causing me to be at war with everyone else.
No, it is causing my mom to be at war with everybody else.
My mom is shouting at my manager now.
My mom shouted at the yoga place.

Ohgod Ohgod Oh Lord save me.

It's one of the worst days since the year started.
I blacked out during yoga whilst bending backwards and I have a huge bump behind my head now.
I was angry with my mother bcos there was more talk abt how irresponsible the management of the place were than the bruise on my head.
It did not help when she was raising her voice when she talked to me.
Anw, I am supposed to be very drowsy bcos I took the medicine.
My mom is going to kick up a fuss.
Ahwell.

I arrived back in sgp ytd, still feeling a tad of the waves I was experiencing the day before when I was in the boat.
I had alot of fun and I'm trying hard (can you tell?) to let whoever that reads my blog know that. But I knw I sound extremely dead and I really don't knw why.
I climbed great wall, I visited the outside of Forbidden Palace, I went into Summer palace. And I have a friend that looks like Empress Cixi. Hahahaha.
I'm so lazy to blog y'knw, but I cannot not say this.

My pastor thought I was a guy today.

I dont miss you no more

HALLLLLO im home ! from chinaaa , and hongkong .
i bet no one knew i was gone from sg -.-
so it's freeezing cold over there, i had to wear about 5 layers of clothes so that i dont freeze my ass off.
the food is fantastic with the abundance of fish and veggies :D
but really oily though, i must go for yoga soon to lose those fats. (which is pretty much non-existant, bird)

the china people are always , alwaysss spitting . like , -ew. gross.
shopping's gr8 , i bought tons of hong dou for domo ^^ HAHAAH and durians and i think i bought myself an 8G psp memory card there since it's cheaper than sg, fo' sure.

did you know, i've been trying to log into this blogger account since i left,
but i couldnt since the pw someone sent me is wrong -.- cos she decided to conjoin ALLL the words together.
i finally found out, today and uhhh, yeah.

i'd be off now, more china updates soon :O

Go away give me a chance to miss you

I have not been updating. How sure are you that I was in sgp?
I'm not going to be blogging for the next 2weeks or so, are you sure that I'd be in sgp?
It's raining and it's so cold.
And you, it's taking its toll over you ain't it.

I like exercising all by myself bcos, I have this longggg period all to myself to think what I want to do, what I plan to do, what I am going to do or abt ppl arnd me or whatever whichever whenever. Don't you think so?

Incase you don't already knw by now, I am working at a donut place. And when I finish my shift, I Reek (with a capital R) of donuts. It's disgusting, I look at my colleagues in amazement when they can still stomach some of them down. I do so many toppings for the donut that I even smell of them, I feel like one donut myself. Eew.

From now on, I am going to eat more ^^ hahaha and ironically, it'd be to lose my fats. C'mon laugh out loud.

I need to go back to sch soon to collect my leaving cert, I was too lazy to collect on the day I collected my results. And, did I tell you.. I'm in TP's culinary. HAHAHA My ex gf's ex bf is inside.



And lastly, have I mentioned how hot older woman are when they're toned? I don't knw how but they exude some kind of.. I don't really knw the right word to describe them. But my yoga instructor is.. seriously, Hot. Whhheew.

Incase you were thinking I am talking abt an ahmah with white hair, go bang yr head against the wall la.

I wanted to say so much but what's the point. I am going to earn big bucks Anyway and throw money at yr face if that's what you're always worrying. My life don't entirely depend on you.
Watch me succeed in my life bcos I'm going to.

Daryl asked me how I spent my Vday. I almost forgot what I did then.. suddenly I rmbed. I was doing yoga with my sister and my mother. HAHAHAHA.
I've got so much free time on my hands now that right now.. I am attending yoga classes regularly sometimes with the company of both my sister and mother.
I need to find a job but nobody wants to hire a golden haired male/female.
I'd have dyed my hair brown if my mom told me not to bcos I'd be wasting money and spoiling my hair. I swim and I bleached my hair, it's already double trauma. Dying it again plus I still put wax/clay... don't ask me what will happen. Cos I don't want to experience it.

My mother told me that I must watch what I say bcos she told her mother that she was going to marry a hawker and it really came true.
When she told me that, my heart almost couldn't take it bcos I told her, "Ma the indian newspaper man is my husband"
Hear me whine bcos NO, I don't wanna marry an indian man that's going to deliver newspaper (I'm.. not racist, ok?)


I'm going to make a boardgame. It'd be.. ____ and Larder.
Gimme some ideas ppl.
Ohyeah I'm sorry I didn't reply tags. But, HELLO MYCALENDARGIRL.
Should I have a tagboard and make it easy for spammers to spam my blog.
hmmmmmm.


BTW DOMO, THE DOG IS SO CUTE. (#$^*$_(^&#%