Tool

Today, I caught myself wiping away tears in secret because I did not want anyone to witness it.

It feels like a gaping hole sometimes. 

I am listening to songs that were played in repeat right at the beginning - when I was still figuring out what was happening. The apprehensiveness and the excitement of everything. And now, when I replay these songs - I feel a twist in my heart because after everything that has been said and done... 

I am just a tool to fill your void but you just wouldn't admit it.